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01. Status Updates 2014 C.E. (2014 and 2015)
02. Status Updates 2016 C.E.
03. Status Updates 2016 C.E. Part 2 (pending)
04. Status Updates 2017 C.E.
Part 4 Exposé On The Elect
Part 5 Passover Unleavened Bread
Part 6 original post part 2 (pending)
Part 7 original post part 2 second part (pending)
06. Subsequent Updates 2017 C.E. (2017)
07. Status Updates 2018 C.E. (2018)
08. Status Updates 2018 C.E. Part 2 (pending)
09. Status Updates 2019 C.E. (2019)
10. Status Updates 2020 C.E. (this post)
Satan The Devil's Attacks Intensified
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Entry Added 2020 03 13
Entry Added: 2020 03 20 (
SARS-CoV-2 Pandemic
For it will come as a snare on all those who dwell on the face of the whole earth. Watch therefore, and pray always that you may be counted worthy to escape all these things that will come to pass, and to stand before the Son of Man.
Luke 21:35 – 36
Immediately after the tribulation of those days the sun will be darkened, and the moon will not give its light; the stars will fall from heaven, and the powers of the heavens will be shaken.
Matthew 24:29
Behold, the day of the Lord comes,
Isaiah 13:9
Alas for the day!
Joel 1:15
Entry Added 2020 03 23
Covid-19 Now Close To Home (For Me)
Entry Added 2020 03 24
Covid-19 Pandemic
Entry date 2020 10 24
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07. Status Updates 2018 C.E. (2018)
08. Status Updates 2018 C.E. Part 2 (pending)
09. Status Updates 2019 C.E. (2019)
10. Status Updates 2020 C.E. (this post)
In the last two entries of the previous Status Updates (of 2019 C.E.) I wrote that the period of my computer downtime (from the failure of the online UPS which has since been replaced by the supplier) had allowed me the 'luxury' (Romans 8:28) to do a more complete (or better) self examination.
This self analysis to see how I have been doing in my Christian Pilgrimage and life journey, has been my usual annual custom. This I normally do just before the observatory annual keeping of the New Covenant which is the commemorating the New Everlasting Covenant of Passover).
Aside from those, there is also the reminiscing on my life and living, what I have been doing (i.e. what I have accomplish and what I have failed to accomplish) and what I have become (as the inevitable changes to us as we learn and grow both positively and negatively) mentally, emotionally and our core self in what we actually value reflected and evident in how our behavior and conduct, such as how we react and response to events and situations we encounter in the moment by moment expression of life.
This self analysis to see how I have been doing in my Christian Pilgrimage and life journey, has been my usual annual custom. This I normally do just before the observatory annual keeping of the New Covenant which is the commemorating the New Everlasting Covenant of Passover).
Aside from those, there is also the reminiscing on my life and living, what I have been doing (i.e. what I have accomplish and what I have failed to accomplish) and what I have become (as the inevitable changes to us as we learn and grow both positively and negatively) mentally, emotionally and our core self in what we actually value reflected and evident in how our behavior and conduct, such as how we react and response to events and situations we encounter in the moment by moment expression of life.
And pertaining to this work there are many things I have discovered, such as so many typing (including spelling and grammar) errors plus (i.e. additionally) quite a few significant errors in my translating my thoughts to words such typing fourteen instead of fifteen, yield instead of wield, and a convoluted mess in some sentences especially very lengthy ones, etc..
I seldom thoroughly reread through what I have just written each time I write. One of the reason for this is because reading is so much harder for me to do due to my eyes ailments (more of impediment) and the constant dizziness and headaches I have. Another is that I am always in a rush to write as much as I can eachall times whenever I am able to write. So I mostly just skim through whatever I am reading trying to pick out the main points of consideration, so I naturally skipped over grammar, spelling and typing errors.
This is partly because there is just so much to take in, so over the decades this has become an ingrained habit. Another example of this is in my working life (when I was employed) and home life, because both were very stressful (from the demands of job and family) I have over the years developed a very distinctive separation such that when I am at work I lost all thoughts of home and when at home I lost all thoughts of work, so the stress of one won't effect my focus and concentration on the other.
This is partly because there is just so much to take in, so over the decades this has become an ingrained habit. Another example of this is in my working life (when I was employed) and home life, because both were very stressful (from the demands of job and family) I have over the years developed a very distinctive separation such that when I am at work I lost all thoughts of home and when at home I lost all thoughts of work, so the stress of one won't effect my focus and concentration on the other.
Even in doing editorial touch-ups and in the insert of (URL) links I mostly just browse through for words and terms to embed with links to discussions on them, so any mistakes I spot are usually just spelling and typing, seldom the coherency of the sentence or paragraphs whether they make sense.
I just only (i.e. late in January 2020 C.E.) stumbled across another very serious error in one of my post. These (serious errors) are where a sentence, paragraph or even a full section is completely messed up. Over the years there have been a few of these in this work, sometimes due to a cut and paste error, other times I have no clue how they got so messed up. There was one particular incident where a 'Save' (i.e. clicking the Save button) while in 'Edit' in a new post completely wiped out all of the previous post (the one just before the new one I was working on) but thankfully I have a backup, just not the latest.
In this latest (discovered) case, not only wrongly typing the word 'fifteen' when it should have been 'fourteen', but also the whole of the sentence was incorrect or erroneous (i.e. messed up) not conveying the correct information. Just how I could have done this then not seen it for some ten years is just indicative of how bad my functional condition has been this past ten years.
Then there were the numerous times when I typed in Scripture's verses and passages for reference but somehow not only got the verses and passages numbering totally incorrect (and I just did this a couple of times in this very entry alone but thankfully was able to note and correct them) but often times even the book names. How could all these happen and quite frequently too despite me trying on my level best to be extra careful?
No doubt the scale of this work makes it difficult for a lone person to be able to thoroughly check through the many posts, many very lengthy ones. But there is a very, very consistent pattern to all these things (including all the hampering and hindering situations and events happening to this author to stop, thwart and impede this work) that reveals of an intent based interference by a greater power (Matthew 24:29; Revelation 6:13; Ephesian 6:12; Isaiah 13:13), as indeed this is also consistently revealed (mostly implicitly but also many times explicitly) in the Scriptures.
Then there were the numerous times when I typed in Scripture's verses and passages for reference but somehow not only got the verses and passages numbering totally incorrect (and I just did this a couple of times in this very entry alone but thankfully was able to note and correct them) but often times even the book names. How could all these happen and quite frequently too despite me trying on my level best to be extra careful?
No doubt the scale of this work makes it difficult for a lone person to be able to thoroughly check through the many posts, many very lengthy ones. But there is a very, very consistent pattern to all these things (including all the hampering and hindering situations and events happening to this author to stop, thwart and impede this work) that reveals of an intent based interference by a greater power (Matthew 24:29; Revelation 6:13; Ephesian 6:12; Isaiah 13:13), as indeed this is also consistently revealed (mostly implicitly but also many times explicitly) in the Scriptures.
But even as I am now trying to correct this, I am still basically under the same difficult situation in terms of my functional ability especially when trying to read but also often times trying to think analytically through the near constant giddy-dizzy (which might be due to, or is aggravated by, my eye problem) feeling and a throbbing pain in my head, which sometimes can be so bad I have to lie down for hours to try to sleep for the relief of sleep unconsciousness.
Another was that in my zeal to make each post's discussion as complete as possible I might have included too much material in some of the already published (and updated) posts. These should have just been given a cursory treatment with the appropriate links to posts where these are given a more complete treatment. But with me practically always in a rush to write as much as I can whenever I am able, I just let my thoughts flow freely and unchecked (without trying to organized my output).
So now an additional work for me is to begin weeding out and tidying up (i.e. summarizing) all these extraneous stuffs from these already published posts and place (collect and collate) them into new posts in this blog where I will be concentrating on all these 'extraneous', and also details left out, from these discussions.
But just when I will be able to begin doing so and how long that will take is the major issue. This blog already have some more than fifty pending (from my daily and moment by moment musings) discussions in the works, plus numerous unfinished ones (either the discussion points are still incomplete or the tidying up, normally done before publishing, are still on going or not done).
So then, once these extraneous discussions from all these (already posted) works are done (mostly) here in this blog, I will then remove them from those discussions leaving just only a summarized cursory mention there with a (URL) pointer to the discussions here.
The blogs 'The Holy Bible Expounded' and 'End of The World' will (for the foreseeable future) not see any new materials except to finish up and complete those pending (installments of discussion yet to be published) or are already (planned) in the works. Instead most additional discussions (i.e. more details) on the topics discussed in the posts of these two blogs will, going forward, be discussed here (in this blog), many in new Status Updates posts as well as in new posts.
Satan The Devil's Attacks Intensified
Attacks by Satan the Devil has intensified beginning from 22nd January 2020. Satan the Devil has been 'throwing spanners into the works' of many things I do and for thing hoped for. It is like he no longer bothers to camouflage his attacks. This was as also did happened when Satan the Devil directly (as opposed to going through intermediaries in humankind under his total sway) attacked Job twice, the first and second attacks spaced out over unspecified passage of time, several months apart) on me, as he would normally (with his attacks on humankind) do so that these mishaps, accidents and misadventures can be explained away as normal random events.
Every time I have something positive (i.e. something desirable or pleasant) happened, very soon after, a series of negative (undesirable andor unpleasant) things followed. I realized this was to take away and to negate the positive events or situation so that an atmosphere of negativity will prevail over me (i.e. my life situation).
This must be (i.e. so as) to cause me to succumb to negativity which was what these last previous twelve years have mostly been until when in beginning with the Feast of Tabernacles last year (2019 C.E.) I began to sense a turnaround (see previous Status Updates on this).
Even now I am struggling to remain positive under a almost constant barrage of things that tears into whatever positive situations and moments I am having. It has been more than two weeks since (December 20, 2019) and I am feeling drained, discouragement is slowly but surely creeping up on me. Almost every time I try to do anything, even simple everyday routine things, it invariably takes a few attempts before I am able to get it done, the first step very frequently goes wrong and a second step, sometimes a third, is needed to do even very, very simple things.
Imagine each time you try to pick up a spoon (or anything) and it drops so a second attempt is needed. What this does is it gets my frustration and angst level up. (Incidentally and thankfully all of these, of things going wrong requiring several attempts to carry out, have actually decreased noticeably soon after I wrote them down in this entry).
This post which I began writing in middle of December 2019 C.E. and which (I thought) would be ready for posting by middle of January 2020 C.E. has remained unfinished now into the first week of March. So posting (i.e. publishing it) has now being rescheduled to March. Until my physiological condition (which has deteriorated sharply beginning in January 2020) improves, I will focus on adding in more discussions entries to the following posts in this blog: Bible 101 Not Trivia, Totally Random Disclosures Q and A and Scripture Terms And Concepts Which Were Twisted. Additionally, whenever I am able, I will continue with updating the numerous posts of this work which have been in state of unfinished updating for years.
These negative happenings would not be so bad if I am not also feeling sick at the same time. Then, beginning 28th January the improvement in health (beginning from the Feast of Tabernacles 2019 C.E.) that saw me able to start cleaning up my place (of residence), have basically not just went back to square once (though thankfully the cleaning and clearing work was 70% completed, including a rearrangement of all my furniture) but has significantly worsen (i.e. deteriorated) that it is now badly impeding my ability to do any work at all that needs some degrees of concentration. It is hard to remain positive and be positive when I am feeling miserable.
So many, many times especially from around some four years ago, I was feeling that I could no longer continue on to write (the discussions of this work) as my physiological condition continued to deteriorate. But by the grace and mercy and according to the appointment of the ALMIGHTY, I was not only able to continue but wrote quite a few very important discussions in the last four years.
This paralleled (as is analogical of) the situation with my older (I now have two, one bought in 2010 C.E. and the latest one in 2018 C.E.) computer which so many times (over the last four or five years) after it first failed, then continued on to failed again and again, but always after much earnest prayers 'came back to life' (i.e. become functional again), for me to be able to continue using it. This continued to be so even after I bought a new one (thanks to the generosity of my biological siblings).
And continued I have, last year 2019 C.E. saw more writing (for this work) than any other year since the end of 2010 C.E..
Currently (from late December to late March and early April), as is the season in this location, the weather is humid and hot (the higher temperature) which further narrows down (or reduce) the duration (mostly morning and very late night hours) and amount of time I can spend on this work (i.e. have my computer switched on to work).
These (all that this work or rather I have to face and deal with which hinders and impedes, since 2009 C.E.) is (for me anyway) so reminiscent of the periods: when Kings ruled over both the United and Divided Kingdoms; when after the Jews were returned to Jerusalem to rebuilt the Temple and were faced with opposition and other elements to impede and stop the rebuilding works; and also the Apostolic and post Apostolic years when Christians were persecuted for proclaiming the Gospel.
Many of the Prophets during the times of the ancient nations of Israel and Judah, wrote of their anguishing distress in the records of the Old Covenants (Jeremiah 20:7 –10, 14 – 18). The Prophet Elijah even asked GOD to allow him to retire from the job. No it was not easily, hardly, for men of GOD called and ordained to bring the message of rebuke by GOD to the treacherous and evil Elect.
Barely a month after I got a new replacement (for the failed unit) UPS, when problems again begin to show. Some time in early February 2020 the UPS cooling fan has began to make the low grinding or whining sound (of slowing and speeding up, on repeat) which the previous unit started making right of the bat. Then on the last day of February 2020, the UPS again is unable to be switch off (taken offline and power off). This exact same thing also happened with the previous unit (since failed and replaced by the distributor) almost right of the bat.
I should send it in but that would mean another eight weeks not being able to do the work using the computer (i.e. reverting to the usage of the old computer which is at best unstable).
I should send it in but that would mean another eight weeks not being able to do the work using the computer (i.e. reverting to the usage of the old computer which is at best unstable).
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Entry Added 2020 03 13
This morning at approximately 0940 hours (i.e. 9 am) GMT +8, my computer (the latest one bought in 2018 C.E.) auto restarted without warning. This is reminiscent of what happened with the previous unit (still functional today, but barely) which also began to give problems several months after it auto restarted for the first time.
This entry is just as a record for me to reference back to.
From 28 January 2020 C.E. to this very day I have been struggling and struggling to continue (i.e. the writings in this work), but can barely work, and oftentimes not able to even to begin writing as each time I called out or opened a post to begin, within seconds I have to give up for that moment. This is very stressful, distressing and discouraging to have so many things that needed to be discussed but unable to do anything about them.
This has been why several entries I recently started (February 2020 C.E.) in the post, 'Scriptural Terms And Concepts Which Were Twisted', has seen very little progress. And also several posts and entries which are (mostly) completed except for the editorial and finishing touches have been in limbo (i.e. in a suspended state) since.
■ Updated 2020 03 14From 28 January 2020 C.E. to this very day I have been struggling and struggling to continue (i.e. the writings in this work), but can barely work, and oftentimes not able to even to begin writing as each time I called out or opened a post to begin, within seconds I have to give up for that moment. This is very stressful, distressing and discouraging to have so many things that needed to be discussed but unable to do anything about them.
This has been why several entries I recently started (February 2020 C.E.) in the post, 'Scriptural Terms And Concepts Which Were Twisted', has seen very little progress. And also several posts and entries which are (mostly) completed except for the editorial and finishing touches have been in limbo (i.e. in a suspended state) since.
Entry Added: 2020 03 20 (
SARS-CoV-2 Pandemic
The outbreak which started (reportedly) in Wuhan China is now a worldwide pandemic seeing tens thousands of death and hundreds of thousands of reported infections (with unreported cases easily quadruple that number).
For it will come as a snare on all those who dwell on the face of the whole earth. Watch therefore, and pray always that you may be counted worthy to escape all these things that will come to pass, and to stand before the Son of Man.
Luke 21:35 – 36
Heart breaking as it is to hear and watch (watch this YouTube news video inserted below, and note the warning at the end 'Get Ready'), and if this is any portent of how the end of the world is going to look like, the real thing (soon coming upon a clueless world and includes ninety nine percent of the readers of this work of today, and also ninety percent of the Elect at the time leading into the Tribulation) is going to be multiple million times worst.
Hospital in Italy overwhelmed as posted on YouTube (links to this is not included as the video is embedded, if the video cannot be accessed it just means that it has been taken down)
But that is not the end of it, the end of it will be The Judgment (Revelation 20:12; Matthew 11:24; 25:30) for all of humankind (includes all the ninety percent that will be exterminated in the Day of the LORD).
But I say to you that it shall be more tolerable for the land of Sodom in the day of judgment than for you.”
Matthew 11:24
And whoever will not receive you nor hear you, when you depart from there, shake off the dust under your feet as a testimony against them. Assuredly, I say to you, it will be more tolerable for Sodom and Gomorrah in the day of judgment than for that city!”
Mark 6:11
And cast the unprofitable servant into the outer darkness. There will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.
Matthew 25:30
And he said to me, “Do not seal the words of the prophecy of this book, for the time is at hand. He who is unjust, let him be unjust still; he who is filthy, let him be filthy still; he who is righteous, let him be righteous still; he who is holy, let him be holy still.”
Revelation 22:10 – 11
Take warning not to trivialize the message of the Gospel of the Kingdom of GOD (as near the whole world and even most of the Elect of GOD today have been doing), as many today still trivialize the Covid-19 pandemic even in the very nations that are at the center of the pandemic, many still continue to take the matter as some kind of massive big joke.
Heavy as the cost to human lives has been but even worst is the global economic consequent which in all likelihood will put most of the affected nations into recession leading to a worldwide recession, or worst a global depression. But the economic lessons learn from the previous years and decades might mitigate that as we see some of the major economic powers putting in fiscal measures that would help alleviate that.
But what is certain is under the movement lock down and movement restriction order in many nations and regions, we might be having a foretaste of what an 'end of the world' scenario would look like, as some has commented.
But no, an actual end of the world scenario (as those actually prophesied by the Christian Holy Scriptures of events that will lead to the Day of the LORD) involves as the most major sign or indicator a worldwide religious persecution of those who actually obey GOD keeping the New Covenant, the Ten Commandments and particularly the seventh day Sabbath, and also catastrophic wars that will see entire nations (notably and firstly, the nations that comprises the 'lost' Ten Tribes of Israel, those descended from the ten of the twelves sons of the Scriptural Patriarch Jacob) obliterated and the survivals carried off as prisoners.
The calamity that will before the Ten Tribes of Israel (as the genealogical descendants of ten sons of the Patriarch Jacob) in those times will be similar to what happened to the Jewish people living in mainland Europe during the Second World War (i.e. World War 2).
All these will then culminate with Jerusalem being surrounded by the armies of the (eight) Beast (Luke 21:20) as Satan the Devil will seek to destroy the Church of GOD (Revelation 12:13) which will at that time be headquartered in Jerusalem. This also happened during the Apostolic years as a Type to the Actual which will happen just before the Tribulation (one of the most major defining events leading to the Day of the LORD) commences. The Tribulation is when the martyrdom (and not just the persecution) of the Elect will commences (Revelation 13:15, 7).
The calamity that will before the Ten Tribes of Israel (as the genealogical descendants of ten sons of the Patriarch Jacob) in those times will be similar to what happened to the Jewish people living in mainland Europe during the Second World War (i.e. World War 2).
All these will then culminate with Jerusalem being surrounded by the armies of the (eight) Beast (Luke 21:20) as Satan the Devil will seek to destroy the Church of GOD (Revelation 12:13) which will at that time be headquartered in Jerusalem. This also happened during the Apostolic years as a Type to the Actual which will happen just before the Tribulation (one of the most major defining events leading to the Day of the LORD) commences. The Tribulation is when the martyrdom (and not just the persecution) of the Elect will commences (Revelation 13:15, 7).
Of course, as happen during the Apostolic and post Apostolic years and through the centuries of the so called Dark Ages, all others who proclaimed themselves to be Christians (such as the likes of numerous so called Christians religions and related belief systems of today, all not keeping the New Covenant and most also not keeping the Sabbath) too will be persecuted because they refuse to worship the Great Harlot (during the Dark Ages) and in the last days, the Beast.
Another major sign of the 'end of the world (i.e. as we know it today)' is rampant lawlessness something we are beginning to see especially in the so called developed (Western culture) nations pursuing a holier and more merciful than GOD justice system that encourages crimes through releasing unrepentant criminals back into society to continue their predatory, parasitic and criminal rampages.
Immediately after the tribulation of those days the sun will be darkened, and the moon will not give its light; the stars will fall from heaven, and the powers of the heavens will be shaken.
Matthew 24:29
Behold, the day of the Lord comes,
Cruel, with both wrath and fierce anger,
To lay the land desolate;
And He will destroy its sinners from it.Isaiah 13:9
Alas for the day!
For the day of the Lord is at hand;
It shall come as destruction from the Almighty! Joel 1:15
All these signs are then followed by heavenly signs which is the actual end of the world in the Day of the LORD when GOD will intervene to destroy ninety percent of those leaving in those days.
One of the after effects of the Covid-19 pandemic might well be a realignment of the geopolitical world order seeing an economic alignment of Europe (and especially the Seventh Beast nations prophesied in the Scriptures) with China.
■ Updated 2020 05 31One of the after effects of the Covid-19 pandemic might well be a realignment of the geopolitical world order seeing an economic alignment of Europe (and especially the Seventh Beast nations prophesied in the Scriptures) with China.
Entry Added 2020 03 23
Covid-19 Now Close To Home (For Me)
I just (half an hour ago) read a notice (posted in the lift) that one of the staff of the building complex I live in has been infected.
No sure how serious but with a 5 (some reports say 2) to 14 days incubation there is at least an 80% chance she has also infected others working, visiting and living here.
It is still not known whether she contracted the infection elsewhere or was infected by one of the residents or visitors to this mix commercial and residential building
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Covid-19 Pandemic
How many in the world today understand what exactly they are witnessing in the worldwide Covid-19 pandemic that saw a disease outbreak that started out in a relative small area of the world, a market in Wuhan China, from perhaps just one animal passing the disease to just one, or at most a few human being, now in a matter of months (November 2019 to March 2020) has spread to some close to over ninety percent of the countries in the world (i.e. as of 2020 March 24).
How many realized that this is how a bio-weapon would look like (which is not to say that Covid-19 is a bio-weapon, there is a way to know for a certainty — just see which country is least affected and has been most prepared from the get go especially in medical preparedness).
But the really scary truth is, it could as easily have been a bio-weapon (which is not to say that it is not), because as of today science already has the technological capability (in genetic engineering and gene editing) to develop (as in to create and not just make use of existing pathogen) just such a biological weapon.
■ Updated 2020 03 25But the really scary truth is, it could as easily have been a bio-weapon (which is not to say that it is not), because as of today science already has the technological capability (in genetic engineering and gene editing) to develop (as in to create and not just make use of existing pathogen) just such a biological weapon.
Entry date 2020 10 24
Followed on from the entry (dated 202 03 24) directly above this, let me ask some more questions.
How many know that as of October 2020 (probably even a few months before, that an effective treatment protocol and cure for the SARS-CoV-2 virus has been already available but medical science (including WHO and all the major economic wealthy and technologically advance nations) would (or should anyway) have realized this and start focusing on the solution to the pandemic rather than exclusively on their lust seeded and fueled futile effort to control people (notably others rarely if ever themselves)?
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Here are some pointers (because I just do not have the resources at this moment in time and for a long while since to do a complete discussion on the massive incompetency of science and the entirety of the social order of humankind notably all those in charge in whatever capacity) to guide those who are actually and effectively (as oppose to all the totally lust driven) intelligent to understand how WHO and the entirety of the medical scientific community totally were clueless to even the most basic methodology of disease outbreak particular disease pandemic, control.
1. If a vaccine that is 50% effective is good enough why are treatments along the same effectiveness not good enough to be even considered as the solution? If high cost is a factor shouldn't the focus be to bring down the cost.
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Consider this: if everyone who got infected (i.e. tested positive) for SARS-CoV-2 infection is given this (already as at this writing) proven (anything from ten percent positive results and above) standard treatment protocol right off the bat (right from the moment they tested positive) wouldn't we have statistical number of ninety-nine percent or more recoveries, or even just fifty percent or more efficacy, contextually not technically). Wouldn't the total severe disease rate, death rate and long term disease (aka long haulers of Covid-19) have gone down by more than fifty percent or more? Medical science may retort as its standard answer "there is no evidence...".
My answer: So by saying there is no evidence is your only supreme solution to everything you don't want to accept, through refusing to take a look (i.e. do a thorough study or test to find out).
2. Human social order has since time immemorial has always revealed humankind cannot ever be effectively totally controlled (except in totally isolated twenty four hours surveillance containments, andor for very short duration through fear and threat of brutal and salvage physical harm) yet the entire focus of medical science and government of the world kept insisting that to control the pandemic they must control everyone absolutely in every instance of their expression of life. That basically is what curfew, movement control and shelter in place, etc. are all about, trying to totally control people.
I am sure many are familiar with the famous quote of (i.e. attributed to) Abraham Lincoln “You can fool all the people some of the time and some of the people all the time, but you cannot fool all the people all the time.”
Well that applies even more totally (within the context of human beings only) true with trying to control others (just switching the word or term 'fool' with 'control' in that famous quote)but yet the social order of humankind of today (especially since the establishment of the United Nations) the primarily focus of all human agenda is focus on controlling (i.e. influencing, manipulating and coercing) others (but never themselves), from one other to all others. This basically (i.e. at the root of this) is the lust to be supreme an aspect of ego gorging lust.
3. Is it the defacto standard operation procedure aka standard methodology for treating disease and illness of medical science is to ignore the disease and illness until it reaches the last critical stage when the patient is about to die? Yet to this very day, this is medical science approach to the Covid-19 pandemic, don't treat the infected until the disease has process to the critical stage because otherwise we won't have a high fatality rate which we can use to scare the crap out of the government to give us more money (this is a parody so don't pretend to be stupid to take it literally).
"Oh you have cancer, well don't worry about until it reach stage four when you are to die then only come to the hospital and we will try to save you." This is basically the scientific approach to handling the Covid-19 pandemic.
There are tons more I have to say (but this is all for now, I will continue whenever I decide to) but I am severely limited by time and functionality and do have much more important things to focus on and to get done.
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“Therefore whoever hears these sayings of Mine, and does them, I will liken him to a wise man who built his house on the rock: and the rain descended, the floods came, and the winds blew and beat on that house; and it did not fall, for it was founded on the rock.
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Matthew 7:24 – 27
As it is written:
He who has clean hands and a pure heart,
Psalm 24:4
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Less than two minutes ago I opened up one of the post in this blog for editing (there are some newly added entries that are still incomplete) and after typing in something erroneously (a typing error) I clicked undo (the undo button in the top menu bar) and instantly the contents become that of another post. It is a good thing the post is one already published as otherwise the whole post I was editing will be completely over written by the contents from another post. This is not the first time this had happened. There was another episode in another blog where in saving a post I was editing it overwrote another post that was published before it.
This entry is mainly for my reference as a record of how often (actually numerous times a day almost every day) that things happened that basically is like 'a spanner is being thrown into any thing I do'.
■Entry added 2020 04 19
Trouble and afflictions for this author has been increasing (as it has been from when this work started on Blogger in 2009 C.E. and even earlier than that when this author was first called to testified against the first Messenger to the Church of GOD in Laodicea in 1995 C.E., and later to the second Messenger in 2005 C.E., 2017 C.E. and 2018 C.E., but just not as intensely) since the previous entry and especially since the Status Updates of 2019 C.E., where I wrote of sensing a turnaround.
Don't get me wrong, the turnaround is still very much evident (the positive developments have not all completely reverted or seen a total reversal though there are some that did) but at the same time the negative things that tears at my ability to function (from the context of being able to get things done) and especially to do the writing and editing this work continued to worsen.
Particularly obvious is my typing abilities have deteriorated that I am not able to type correctly, frequently mistyping (as in hitting the wrong letter keys). So now typing involves a lot of retyping further curtailing this work. The problem with my eyes too is increasingly worse being mostly very bad but improve occasionally for a few days (which allows me to do more writing) before reverting.
Again this entry is mainly for my own reference as there have hardly any readers of the Status Updates post other than the few which have been fairly widely (i.e. relatively when compared to the other posts of this blog) shared by the readers of this work.
■Entry Added 2020 05 01
My internet access (i.e. broadband line) is finally back on this morning after being down for a week plus some twelve hours or more (from 2020 04 24 until 2020 05 01 0915 hours approx.).
This was due to some unexplained issue which I thought (from using the computer network diagnostic to check why) was due to my access being blocked (as indicated by the computer network diagnostic tool) but it was actually due to some technical issues that block the internet access but not the line access to the provider's network).
It has been almost three months now with me struggling to write everyday (the posts in this work, whether those pending updating, with on going updating or those with the discussion still undergoing the process of being written) but I could barely get anything (except an occasion sentence andor paragraph or two) writing done.
With so many discussions (more than ten with some writings done, and anything from that number upwards to over fifty with topics identified and under consideration) still pending to be posted, I am planning to begin publishing some of this with just some writing done (but the discussions not yet published) but hardly completed yet, to began publishing these posts incomplete (as dynamic blogging posts) on a monthly basis and just continue to write the discussions as and when I am able.
A discussion (as an entry in the post 'Science Making A Monkey Of Itself') I started on the SARS-CoV-2 virus disease outbreak and since then a global pandemic with epic ramifications in terms of infections and death, and economic and social upheaval (due to slow in denial respond and panic driven knee jerk reaction measures by governments across the board) has been more or less put on hold until the whole thing blows over (in from months to years from now). With so many lust driven pushing all manner of ridiculous agenda and theories, I feel it prudent not to, during this period, add material for these to take then twist with spins and inventions added in to promote and advance their evil agenda.
I have already resigned myself to the fact that this is the only way going forward that I can continue to work for the time being until there will be sufficient improvement (whether provisionally for some duration or fully either instantly or incrementally progressively) to my impediment (and impairment) to allow me to perform better.
■ Updated 2020 05 14It has been almost three months now with me struggling to write everyday (the posts in this work, whether those pending updating, with on going updating or those with the discussion still undergoing the process of being written) but I could barely get anything (except an occasion sentence andor paragraph or two) writing done.
With so many discussions (more than ten with some writings done, and anything from that number upwards to over fifty with topics identified and under consideration) still pending to be posted, I am planning to begin publishing some of this with just some writing done (but the discussions not yet published) but hardly completed yet, to began publishing these posts incomplete (as dynamic blogging posts) on a monthly basis and just continue to write the discussions as and when I am able.
A discussion (as an entry in the post 'Science Making A Monkey Of Itself') I started on the SARS-CoV-2 virus disease outbreak and since then a global pandemic with epic ramifications in terms of infections and death, and economic and social upheaval (due to slow in denial respond and panic driven knee jerk reaction measures by governments across the board) has been more or less put on hold until the whole thing blows over (in from months to years from now). With so many lust driven pushing all manner of ridiculous agenda and theories, I feel it prudent not to, during this period, add material for these to take then twist with spins and inventions added in to promote and advance their evil agenda.
I have already resigned myself to the fact that this is the only way going forward that I can continue to work for the time being until there will be sufficient improvement (whether provisionally for some duration or fully either instantly or incrementally progressively) to my impediment (and impairment) to allow me to perform better.
Entry Added 2020 05 13
The post 'Elijah Must Come First' which I have been working on since early April, was a veritable mess until today after weeks of struggling to have some clarity (my mind had been in a continual state of dizzy spells since middle of 2017 C.E., improving sometimes for sort period then reverting) I finally managed to sort them out.
That post hopefully will be published before the end of May, albeit incomplete (see previous entry in this post for the reason). Going forward (until notified otherwise) all new post in this blog (and maybe also other blogs of this work) will be posted as live blogging post or blogging (i.e. editing) in progress post.
■Entry added 2020 05 30
If anyone has been trying to contact this author since late April 2020 C.E. my apologies. I did not realize that the contact app of Blogger (from contributors) has stopped working until this morning (May 30 2020 C.E.).
The author can be contacted at the user id aka mailbox, chquah at Google mail service domain @gmail.com. and also with the user id quahch at the Microsoft mail service domain @outlook.com.
Alternatively you can leave your contact email in the comments section with a request for this author to contact you. All comments are moderated before they are posted (i.e. published as comments). Comments with attached email address requesting a email response from this author WILL NOT be posted or published in the comments unless a request is made for the comment to be also published.
I apologize again to those who had tried to contact me (since near the end of April 2020 C.E.) and did not receive a reply as the App had suddenly stopped working from sometime around then and I did not realize it until this morning of May 30 2020 C.E.. So anyone who had tried to contact this author during the period, if you still want a reply or response for your queries or request from me, please resent your requests and questions again to my user id chquah at the Google mail domain gmail.com.
■ Updated 2020 06 01Entry added 2020 06 01
This work has been an over ten years struggle, many times under very, very difficult circumstances, which has been progressively growing harder harder. There have been many times when it got so bad that I could no longer be able to continue after struggling for days, weeks and months without being able to be functional enough to do any real writing (though reading has been the number one problem for me since beginning 2011 C.E.) except for an occasion few words, sometimes a few sentences.
But just as my (first, I now has a newer one bought sometime in 2018 C.E. thanks to the generosity of my biological siblings) computer which began to fail (after showing signs of impending failure) for months, then 'miraculously' (you don't have to believe this if you don't want to) recovered from some hardware failure and was problem few for several months before again starting to crash repeatedly. This impending failures including actual ones (i.e. unable to be able to be 'switched' on and loaded up) has happened several times and also recovered several times, including the last time I used it (which was some six months ago).
Similarly too it has been with my functional ability to continue with this work. Each time after struggling and struggling and on the verge of giving up, there has been a sort of 'miraculous' recovery and I would go on a productive surge writing numerous posts some very length ones too.
I do not how many times I have written about this in the various Status Updates posts (when I started doing status updates post in 2015 C.E.) and maybe other posts too. This kinda make me seemed unstable from saying that it looks like I can no longer continue then not long after, was writing tons of stuffs.
But there has been one consistent failure on my part vis-a-vis this work, and this is I have from beginning until now not being able to do a thorough editorial work to clean up the numerous typing errors, words errors of typing wrong words (such as typing 'why' for 'while', 'start' for 'state', etc.; there are tons of these), spelling errors, grammar errors and sentence structure errors (either some sentences do not appear to be coherent because of erroneous words or phrases do to rephrasing and restructuring during the writing process and overlooking some part of the previously written sentences such that they become somewhat (just not completely) incoherent.
Then there is of course the 'never getting done' updating works on the published posts (which I began doing sometime in 2012 C.E., if I remember correctly) to make (i.e. update) all these to a more detailed and in depth discussions from the very basic or foundation discussion that this work originally started out as. These have been in a forever state of 'worse than snail pace' progress.
While I have not entirely given up on being able to do all that (as mentioned above) I have to be realistic that in all likelihood they will never ever get done. At least not until there is a very real (as in very obvious or substantial) miraculous recovery to my increasingly diminishing functioning ability to focus, concentrate, read and write.
So I apologize to those reading, especially those who have been following this work. I am very sorry I have not been able to do better.
■ Updated 2020 06 02Added 2020 06 05
A minor revision to the post Status Updates 2017 C.E. and part 2 of the main discussion in it. I have moved the beginning of the discussion in part 2 down further to Point Number Seven. This is due to updates to the some of the discussions in Part 1 making it more appropriate (for the discussion flow) to end (break) further down so the beginning of the next installment, Part 2 starts at Point Number Seven.
I have been living in my current (rented) apartment, a mixed development of residential and commercial units, for over ten years now. There are some two hundred residential units and around close to a hundred commercial units. Either I am the among the most unlucky or jinxed human being or there is some unseen players, that my unit would be the only one with both electrical stability issue as well as broadband stability issue.
Of the residential units about a quarter of them have broadband and computers (without needing an online sine wave UPS or any UPS at all). Of the commercial almost the bulk of them all have broadband lines, again none needing even just a normal UPS. On top of that my broadband line keeps going offline and inaccessible on and off from since the beginning.
It is all a coincidences of random events such that I have both these issues that cause major problems for me to do this work?
The difference between some random events and one that has an underlying or hidden causes, is whether a pattern can be established that rules the events out as something random.
The difference between some random events and one that has an underlying or hidden causes, is whether a pattern can be established that rules the events out as something random.
Factor in frequent equipment malfunctioning and breakdowns, frequent nuisance events and a continual physiological functioning and ever increasing health issues beginning from in 2008 C.E. (when I was kicked out by the Worthless Shepherd (Zechariah 11:17), in the very same twenty four hours) and blew up at the end of 2010 C.E. at the exact time I was finally able (i.e. by my retirement) to begin focusing mainly on this work, all of which seemingly targeted my functional ability particularly in writing and it should be clear that all the things happening around me and to me, are no random events and incidents.
It must become very clear that I have been targeted (Ephesians 6:12; Isaiah 13:13; Haggai 2:6, 21; Matthew 24:29) by some hidden (from human's view) power to thwart, failing which to hinder to the maximum, me doing this work.
Oh yes, my keyboard is malfunctioning again, this is, I think, the eighth or ninth so far (in slightly over ten years), and is needing to be replaced again.
When I first learned (from 'fully' reading a KJV Bible) about GOD in my tween, I understood from (because I believed the messages record in) the Scriptures that the Christian calling will not be about an easy life but on the contrary, a tough one (Matthew 7:14).
But of course that was just academic knowledge. And when I was finally called in my early thirties, I knew that it would involve me giving up the life I knew which was exactly what I did. I left my home state, my comfort zone and left for the uncertainty (there was not advance planning let alone detailed and provision, I just gave notice to my boss as required then pack up home and family, and left) I did not know and was not in anyway prepare for (meaning there was no occupational, income, emotional and psychological preparation for relocating to a totally strange place with unfamiliar people and unfamiliar tongues).
Nor was it any thing I, in my naivety, expected. Even before my baptism (the supremely enlightened doctrine of the Church required all those seeking baptism to show termed as to produce 'a so called fruits of repentance' (i.e. to totally submit to them, unquestioningly obey them as supreme authority) before they can be baptized) I already made the move to the city where the local branch of the Church has a significant presence such that Sabbath (worship and fellowship) services were held regularly.
“Therefore whoever hears these sayings of Mine, and does them, I will liken him to a wise man who built his house on the rock: and the rain descended, the floods came, and the winds blew and beat on that house; and it did not fall, for it was founded on the rock.
“But
Matthew 7:24 – 27
A thing to note on human's supreme enlightened requirements of others but not themselves (so they can totally control others what others are allowed and not allowed to think and do) without regard to and deferral to GOD's commandments, laws, statutes, ordinances, teachings (i.e. sayings) are just classic 'houses built on sand' (Matthew 7:26 – 27), they all in time will utterly failed. The result of these supremely enlightened doctrines stands today as the absolute proof's testimony against all these lust conceived and spewed doctrines, where we have the 'Spewing Out' of 1995 C.E. (Revelation 3:16) and 'Falling Away' of 1999 C.E. (2 Thessalonians 2:3). So much for that so called supreme requirement to produce fruits of repentance which lead to being spewed out and being turned apostate?
On the surface the membership has the appearance or demeanor of obedience, meekness and piousness. But sadly it was only on the surface, everything just for show (Matthew 6:1 – 8).
But I was naive and did not note these even as I was consciously aware (but did not make a note), because being newly baptized my primary focus was on learning as much from the Church of GOD as I can about GOD, and also on overcoming all the wickedness and sins of my previous (before I was called) life's focus.
I wasn't focused on the Church or on the membership but on myself, on my need to die (as symbolized by baptism) to (the life expression that I was) who I was (as is the symbolic meaning of baptism) to begin the life of my calling. As GOD had led me to (i.e. to search for and find through recognizing CHRIST's voice) the Church after first calling me. For me, there was no lingering uncertainty as to whether it was GOD's Church.
It was not until the (beginning of) 'Spewing Out' of 1995 C.E. that all these became clear to me (i.e. when I started taking note about the membership) but by then I was embroiled in struggling with unending debts on a daily basis plus a stressful job handling the work scope of three persons (which was the number, and then some, the company I worked for had to employed to take on my work scope and responsibility when I retired) including all the back stabbing of people who wanted to move up the corporate leader and perceived me as a competitive threat (i.e. a competitor) to their ambitious aspiration (even though I had no such ambition).
But thank to the grace and mercy of GOD, I did not went through any out of the norm serious hardship (just financial difficulties and job stress which became more severe after 1995 C.E. soon after I testified against the first Messenger (of the Laodicea era as he was before that the second Messenger of the Philadelphia era) and basically lived an mostly average and normal life for the location and time.
Not until a year after this work started did my life started to become one of daily afflictions and trails often times one followed after another and compounding, until this very day.
The telling thing is shouldn't all of these have taken my life or caused me to be need of hospice care (at times it felt like they would), but the main things affected were mostly my ability to write and read (with reading and concentration taking the biggest hits) thus curtailing, impairing and hindering me from being able to do this work at the level that I did before the daily afflictions and trails hit me (towards the last quarter of 2010 C.E.).
All these showed a pattern and a consistency revealing a paranormal working by Spiritual forces in high places (i.e. exercising high authority and power over the domain of humankind) acting to curtailed this work by impairing the person of this author (you don't have to believe this if you are disinclined to).
All these showed a pattern and a consistency revealing a paranormal working by Spiritual forces in high places (i.e. exercising high authority and power over the domain of humankind) acting to curtailed this work by impairing the person of this author (you don't have to believe this if you are disinclined to).
Generally (true) Christians today, especially in most (with a large percentage of the population) of the countries where true Christian are mostly found, life is neither hard nor harsh. There is hardly any direct state and social order persecution and not much sacrifices are required to honor the Christian Covenant to keep and perform all the commandments (include all the things, aka every word spoken by GOD, which we are to live by) of GOD.
Then the Lord saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every intent of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually.
Genesis 6:5
This relative generally security of life (from direct murderous persecution) that began sometime during the Thyatira era, has by the Sardis era, that also saw the other general laborious hardship of life began to decline and diminish. Thus being relatively free from direct ferocious persecution, and hardly any indirect ones either, basically saw all Christians on near the same life situations that gave them the great measure of personal freedom as with all the rest of the humankind to be more able to more often and more fully express their lusts.
If we examine the Scripture records on the Apostolic times, we can see that while there were persecution of the Elect by the Jews, yet because the Jews did not hold actual political (though they did, especially in places where they formed the mainstay of the social order, wielded some social) power, most of the times in most of the places through those years, the Apostles (as well as Christians both the true and fraudulent agents of Satan the Devil as the then nascent beginnings of the Christmas religion) were able to not just freely assemble but also mostly (but not entirely) free to preach the message of the Gospel without the fear of being seized, tortured and brutally slaughtered.
And from these records (in Acts and the Epistles) we can noted that ego gorging lust were being freely and brazenly expressed not just by the iconic example of ego supergorging lust, the Apostle Paul (in most of his epistles), but the likes of the Jews who demanded that the gentile converts be circumcised; the Bishop James (the step or half brother of JESUS) making (i.e. self elevating) himself equal to the Apostles; the numerous accounts of those who have held themselves up as the proclaimed and acclaimed Superlatives of GOD opposing the Apostle Paul, the Apostle John and rebuking the chief Apostle Peter for eating with the gentile converts.
And the Lord smelled a soothing aroma. Then the Lord said in His heart, “I will never again curse the ground for man’s sake, although
Genesis 8:21 The Lord looks down from heaven upon the children of men,
To see if there are any who understand, who seek God.
They have all turned aside,
They have together become corrupt;
There is none who does good,
No, not one
Psalm 14:2 – 3 (also Psalm 53:2 – 3)
As it is written:
“There is none righteous, no, not one;
There is none who understands;
There is none who seeks after God.
They have all turned aside;
They have together become unprofitable;
There is none who does good, no, not one.”
“Their throat is an open tomb;
With their tongues they have practiced deceit”;
“The poison of asps is under their lips”;
Romans 3:10 – 13
All these are the consistently and explicitly recorded message of the Christian Holy Scriptures from Genesis (Genesis 6:5, 8:21) to Revelation (Revelation 22:10 – 11) and throughout (Psalm 14:2 –3, 53:2 –3; Romans 3:10 –13) of evils as the basic and first expressions of the creature personages once they can muster the power impunity to do so.
Of all the creature personages in the entire period of human existence, the Elect of GOD of these days in a dominion overflowing with knowledge of almost every kind, Christians if indeed they have been sincerely, diligently and fully seeking GOD to do HIS will, would have clearly and unmistakably perceived and understood these things to then (from such understanding) walk humbly before GOD trembling at HIS Voice (i.e. Words).
He who has clean hands and a pure heart,
Who has not lifted up his soul to an idol,
Nor sworn deceitfully.Psalm 24:4
Blessed is the man to whom the Lord does not impute iniquity,
And in whose spirit there is no deceit.
And in whose spirit there is no deceit.
Psalm 32:2
You shall destroy those who speak falsehood;
The Lord abhors the bloodthirsty and deceitful man.
The Lord abhors the bloodthirsty and deceitful man.
Psalm 5:6
The fact that not a single one (other than this author, whom GOD has separated to speak HIS counsel (Isaiah 46:11) toward the ends that HIS purpose shall stand; meaning it is GOD's doing, I cannot take any credit) had perceived let alone understood, has absolutely exposed all of their deceitful hearts (and minds) bent on the pursuit of lusts so absolutely and totally that their eyes have become blind, their ears deaf (Ezekiel 12:2; Mark 8:18; Matthew 13:14 – 15) and their minds in a perceptual state of lust drunken stupor (Luke 12:45, 21:34; Revelations 17:2, 18:3; Romans 13:13; Matthew 24:50).
■ Update 2020 10 29Added 2020 06 11
It have been over a week now (longer if we factored in the beginning of the diminishing functional ability of this author) since I am back to another vicious cycle of unproductive phrase, barely able to keep my eyes opened to look at the computer screen and write (with a headache developing as the result of trying hard to see what I have written and is writing), since the latest productive surge that saw several posts in blog (including the two dynamic or live blogging blogs).
I am still struggling to complete (i.e. the editorial checks and embedding of URLs) the previous entry since I started on it over a week ago. It is not just frustrating but also distressing, the malaise as well as the reduced functionality of not just doing this work but over all (including health and well being feelings aka feeling miserable) including even affecting, though not as badly, doing mundane routine things.
I will update this entry once my functional ability improves and I am able to do more writings (of the discussions in this work) just to track how long the phase last.
2020 06 27: Is has been over two weeks now since I posted this entry and there is still no improvement in my functioning abilities, on the contrary, there have been several days when they became much worst. I still struggle to write on a day to day basis but very often just has not been able to do so. Even writing this paragraph has been difficult.
2020 07 04: More than three weeks and no signs of improvement to my functional ability to write. It has been more over two weeks now since I have been having poorer health due to some bacteria infection andor allergic reactions causing me to feel more miserable than an already bad normal. In spite of these I managed to get a little more writing done today than the past over three weeks ago.
Another thing to note is for quite some time now (over a few years, if I remember correctly), a plagiarizing checking site has been running check against the blogs of this work on a regular basis. This means that there are not just a hand full few plagiarizing the content (aka intellectual property) of this work (as I had predicted a short time after this work first started in 2009 C.E.) which was the reason I added a content warning some time after this work started when the readership numbers increased sufficiently from 'word of mouth' (i.e. it been shared by those who visit either through an internet search, links from my nature blog or my email correspondences).
All these obviously are not (as if properly attributed, a plagiarizing scan would not be required) acknowledging this work as the source of (some or most of) their material, ignoring the explicit warnings posted, explicitly making them thieving plagiarizers and possibly identity thieves (if they make claims as being some proclaimed and acclaimed Superlatives of GOD, G-d, Gods, god of whatever-supreme-names or religions) as well.
2020 07 10: For nearly a week now my broadband line keeps going down for short duration between a few minutes to over an hour. Though all alone the line has been unstable but the outages were not that frequent (except one time a few years ago when I experience daily outages but then after daily complain it improves for a while without outages) maybe once or twice a month. But lately it has been happening every day, increasing to a couple of times a day now.
This few weeks since the last week of June, I have been experience more trouble from everywhere both on my person and on my living and work (i.e. doing this work) facilities.
My recently (late last year after the one I bought broke down while still under warranty and could not be repaired) replaced online (sine wave) UPS has been emitting a smell of burnt chemical for a good while now but is still functioning though it can no longer be powered off (the switch to power off no longer works, and switching of the electric power from the wall plug will just leave it beeping until it runs out of battery power).
Also for the past couple of days (circa 2020 07 15) the power sag/spike problem is happening again with my online UPS switching to battery mode a few times during the period.
2020 06 27: Is has been over two weeks now since I posted this entry and there is still no improvement in my functioning abilities, on the contrary, there have been several days when they became much worst. I still struggle to write on a day to day basis but very often just has not been able to do so. Even writing this paragraph has been difficult.
2020 07 04: More than three weeks and no signs of improvement to my functional ability to write. It has been more over two weeks now since I have been having poorer health due to some bacteria infection andor allergic reactions causing me to feel more miserable than an already bad normal. In spite of these I managed to get a little more writing done today than the past over three weeks ago.
Another thing to note is for quite some time now (over a few years, if I remember correctly), a plagiarizing checking site has been running check against the blogs of this work on a regular basis. This means that there are not just a hand full few plagiarizing the content (aka intellectual property) of this work (as I had predicted a short time after this work first started in 2009 C.E.) which was the reason I added a content warning some time after this work started when the readership numbers increased sufficiently from 'word of mouth' (i.e. it been shared by those who visit either through an internet search, links from my nature blog or my email correspondences).
All these obviously are not (as if properly attributed, a plagiarizing scan would not be required) acknowledging this work as the source of (some or most of) their material, ignoring the explicit warnings posted, explicitly making them thieving plagiarizers and possibly identity thieves (if they make claims as being some proclaimed and acclaimed Superlatives of GOD, G-d, Gods, god of whatever-supreme-names or religions) as well.
2020 07 10: For nearly a week now my broadband line keeps going down for short duration between a few minutes to over an hour. Though all alone the line has been unstable but the outages were not that frequent (except one time a few years ago when I experience daily outages but then after daily complain it improves for a while without outages) maybe once or twice a month. But lately it has been happening every day, increasing to a couple of times a day now.
This few weeks since the last week of June, I have been experience more trouble from everywhere both on my person and on my living and work (i.e. doing this work) facilities.
My recently (late last year after the one I bought broke down while still under warranty and could not be repaired) replaced online (sine wave) UPS has been emitting a smell of burnt chemical for a good while now but is still functioning though it can no longer be powered off (the switch to power off no longer works, and switching of the electric power from the wall plug will just leave it beeping until it runs out of battery power).
Also for the past couple of days (circa 2020 07 15) the power sag/spike problem is happening again with my online UPS switching to battery mode a few times during the period.
2020 07 23 More hindrances and impairment since the last update on the 15th July. My eye impairment has gotten a lot worse since 15 July making it very difficult for me to read (and thus write).
And yesterday Blogger defaulted to the new interface which is meant solely for cellphone users making the interface very unfriendly and more tedious (more clicking is needed to get to the posts to edit as well to view the full page (where all the statistic is in one screen but not several additional mouse clicks or selections is needed) views statistic for those who use computer to blog.
There are some plus though which is more of a improvement and not a feature to make it more friendly for computer users. One of this is now one no longer have to exit (to save) when editing an already published post into other to save the edit. The 'Save' button is now replaced with an 'Update' button that allow the edit to be saved while still remaining in edit mode (without having to exit). Previously to save any changes (i.e. any editing) in an already published post, I need to click the 'Save' button which takes me out of the post being edited back to the 'Stats View' page. This would then require me to go back to the 'Posts' page to search for the post that I just edited, then selecting that post to get back into the post, then search for the location where I last edited to continue with editing.
This is definitely very helpful (i.e. a big plus) for me as most of the posts of this work are being updated (i.e. either because they were published before they were completed either without embedded URL links included or editorial works undone or unfinished; they are live aka dynamic blogging posts; are posts being updated with more details (more in-depth and wider coverage discussions); or are being revamped) with some needing regular updating.
If I am not so severely impaired I would move to a more (me) friendly platform but that would entailed so much work that at this point and in my current situation it would be extremely difficult.
2020 07 26: More problems today when editing the post of this work. I am no longer able to change the fonts of the text to another font typeface to make some highlights for Scripture verses. So now each time I want to highlight the quoted Scripture verses I have to go to the 'html codes' (in the Html edit mode) to make the changes which requires me to first scroll through all that I have write to find the passage that I want to make the changes.
This is probably a new Blogger issues resulting from the recent switch to the new Blogger interface focusing on Cellphone users (and disregarding computer users as irrelevant). This sadly is the trend all the around in the human social order. If you are in the minority you are marginalized and completely disregarded as irrelevant despite all the for show assertions and proclamations of inclusiveness and acceptance.
Another major problem (which effects all the posts in all of my seven Christian topic and one nature topic blogs) for me now is that it now seems that near all (meaning all that I have look at so far) of my posts, those pending and those already published, Blogger is reported error in the html codes none of which have been due to anything I have done as I only edit my blogs in 'compose view' so there is no way I could have introduced html codes errors. Even in copy and paste, I first past the copied texts into a text only editor to make sure there are not html codes in any copied texts pasted into my post during editing.
This appears to be either the previous Blogger (designed for computer based bloggers) code html differently from the new Blogger (designer for smart phone users). At least in some ways codes are written and interpreted by the Blogger interface. This is evident in how font type faces are coded resulting in the new font codes not interpreted correctly by Blogger in 'compose view' so that changing fonts of some selected text still show the font typeface as default even when the html codes showed the font changes. This means that a fraction of a second action now requires some twenty to thirty seconds to do.
The preview still showing the default font
Whereas the html showed that font is
What this means is that I now have to do a html codes purge to clean up otherwise every time I try to edit any already written posts (whether not yet published or already) I need to manually switch to the 'compose view' over riding the Blogger™ warning that I could lose parts of the material already written and previously saved. This will take years to over a decade for me to rectify in my current impeded (health and functioning wise) situation. However there is no urgency to do this except for the posts (whether already published or still in draft) which I am currently edit whenever I am able to. Still it is a ton of work to be done with each post before I can edit them.
2020 08 01: For a couple of days now I am experiencing internet access issue where my access is limited (see inserted screenshot below) to just three to four sites that I used daily while most of the other sites I visit on a daily basis including two of (the three) the Bible sites I used to get Scripture references for this work, are not accessible. The last time this happened for over a day before the broadband line went down for over two weeks.
Error in most website I used daily
All these are things to be expect as the Enemy is doing all that he can get away with to: impede and hinder to try stop this work; to discourage and distress me in not just hindering this work but to make my life as miserable constantly hitting me with things (i.e. evil, as an effect) to make me feel discouraged, exhausted and weary (include to exhaust and wear me out).
To not be affect (not that I am not, but to lessen the impart) I remind myself of what the Prophets of Old Covenant during the period when evil kings rules over the ancient kingdoms of Judah (include the times when the Jews were returned after the Babylonian captivity) and Israel, who had to suffer not just physical abuses (from being throw in prison and a sewage pool, many also beaten and some even martyred) but often times emotional trauma from having to go be the rulers (i.e. kings, princes and others in position of authority) and the people, knowing that the message they had to deliver will result in them being hated and persecuted.
At no other time than today (not to say they were not explicitly evident in all other times and all times) is anyone speaking the truth more targeted by those who hate the true because it does not agree with their agenda andor lust seeded, fueled and driven beliefs.
In every nation and society of the world, anyone who speaks out to expose lies, injustice and evils (i.e. abuse of power to defraud, to pilfer, to exploit, to plunder, to oppress, to abuse, to rape and to murder, etc.) consequently or ultimately become the target of those who push such lies and evils whether so as to stay in power (whether political, religious, social or commercial) or to be able rule to their dictates and agenda (as opposed to for the welfare and well being of all, those who are predators and parasites not included of course, being ruled over).
Wherever and whenever those who rule over the human social order (be it political including military, religious, social or commercial) have the needed (i.e. anything from very little as in just over just one other person, to near total over all within the social-political structure) power impunity they will silence in anyall manner anyone who disagree with anything (needless to mention who oppose what) they are pushing or striving to do or accomplish.
In the post 'Science Making A Monkey Of Itself) I wrote about the current global SARS-CoV-2 pandemic (since KIV still incomplete, because I did not want plagiarizers to steal the knowledge I disclose, to then distort, twist them with spins added in to push their conspiracy and other evil theories/agenda) how it is a basic part of the 'hour of trial which shall come upon the whole world' that began taking place at the tail end of the Church of GOD of the Philadelphia era.
2020 08 02: Here is what I have discovered about the so called 'html codes errors' from Blogger every time I try to edit a post (applies to most of the already written posts whether already published or still in draft) and Blogger would go into the 'html view' instead of the 'compose view' and when I try to switch to the 'compose view' Blogger would warn 'Your HTML content is invalid. Switching to the compose mode may lose a part of your content.'
I copy an entire post and pasted it into a new post and save it. Then I go back into the post and Blogger™ take me straight to the 'compose view' (meaning Blogger™ does not detect any error in the html codes). My question now is, is this a new Blogger bug or am I the only one affected. Can I just let things be (if it is a Blogger bug) until Blogger fix it or will I have to copy and paste back all affected post?
So now I need to copy out of the entire post to a blank new post then copy from the new post and then paste back over the (problem) post and that fixes the Blogger™ editor error report of 'html codes error'. So far I have managed to do this for this post, the posts 'Elijah Must Come First' and "Honoring And Keeping Our Covenant With GOD'.
Also I have discovered another Blogger™ bug (i.e. more difficulty involving more mouse clicks and keystrokes to do work as before the changes) since Blogger switched to the new interface tailored only for smartphone users. And this it is no longer possible to right click on a URL linked text to copy the link as this will only get the this URL locator which is just the link to open up the post for editing but not the URL embedded in the linked text:
https://www.blogger.com/blog/post/edit/7850647657441904352/8217508545227020563# instead on the URL address embedded in the linked text.
This means to copy the URL of a linked text I need to go to the Blogger toolbar and select 'Create/Edit URL' to be able to then copy the link of the linked text. But that is not all, even pasting in the links required an additional mouse click plus an additional keystroke to select open link in new window.
On a more personal level, I have been trying harder than ever to continue editing the posts of this work and encountering typing errors (i.e. what I have termed as 'typo' for short) galore in my post testifying to not just my diminished capacity to do this work diligently, but just how severely impeded I have become since when I first started this work on Blogger™ in November 2009 C.E., even as I typed this very paragraph.
Right in this paragraph (considering how slowly I am proceeding as opposed to must other times when I am basically rushing to type as much as I can before I would caved to my disability and had to stop), as I was typing there were already a few typo (which I caught soon after typing unlike some of the other posts where typo were not caught to this very day). Just here alone I just had typed 'some' instead of 'my', and 'unless' instead of 'unlike', and 'doe' instead of 'for' (all noted and corrected in just this paragraph and the one preceding).
Then there was the most recent Windows update which was done seemingly to introduce bugs to make Windows 10 harder to personalize as many of the personal settings (that are meant to allow users to personalize the Windows 10 experience) either become unavailable or do not take effect (meaning the settings remain at the Windows 10 default) after you change the settings. Many features in Windows, Windows apps (bundled as part of the Windows OS) and Microsoft apps that used to work before the updates either no longer work or no longer work the same way with most requiring more work (i.e. steps) to do the exact same thing as before.
But the biggest issue now with this update is Windows 10 has become harder and more problematic to use. It does makes one wish there is an alternative that is a more user (rather than apps publishers) friendly platform available.
Even the DVD Drive (which I use for archiving my work monthly) is no longer able to burn any data correctly (meaning the resulting burn is an unusable destroyed disk). There is no longer any user configurable options such as to store (i.e. able to rewrite data to the disk) or to burn (permanent storage) and at what speed. Now the device just burn automatically (when files are copied to the device), only thing is after burning the data on to the disk the disk becomes unusable (i.e. destroyed).
Also the Windows Explorer app no longer update status when changes are made to a file or folder name or when files are added or deleted, so the app has to be closed then restarted to have the changes made reflected.
So beginning second half of this year, Blogger™ and Windows 10 too, both have become harder (less user friendly) to use. Blogger™ has focused on the cellphone audience (as if serious – as opposed to Twitter post types publishers who post short sentences, pictures and videos – blogger would blog from a cellphone) at the expense of the computer based publishers while Windows 10 has focused on (to be attractive to, by having wide deployment) the software publishers at the expense of those who purchased their system (i.e. their users who bought their product). If we are looking at usability and user friendliness, these two software publishers have taken a step backwards, making their products from this and several related aspects the worst versions ever. It does not always have to be either or.
On a parallel track the whole world too has become a harder (more problematic realm with more rules and restrictions with hair-splitting rules-based implementations in placed focusing on rules with penalties for non obeying, instead of a well crafted solution to solve the problem) place to live in. Looking at the social/political sphere, the human social order too had taken a step backwards both from the system of governing and social conduciveness towards more primitive times before the end of the second world war and the formation of the United Nations.
But guys we are only at the half way mark in the 'hour of trial' which much more to come (with more conflicts and lawlessness in all aspects of the human social order on a global scale) for the whole world generally and for the Elect who sincerely seek GOD specifically while the rest of the Elect of today are basically all going along with the rest of the whole world, from mainly to solely and totally, pursuing after all their lusts (i.e. covetous cravings) until the Tribulation will come upon them as 'a thief in the night'.
These are all part and parcel to the 'hour of trial which shall come upon the whole world' (Revelation 3:10) beginning from circa 1987 C.E., a large topic that I have been wanting and meaning to write on for quite a while in a post of this blog but have not been able to do so due to my physiological condition and life situation.
But it is not all negative as going through this increasing more difficult situation I get a good feel of how men of GOD such as Elijah, Job, Jeremiah and many others had to endure severe tests and trials during much of their ministry (i.e. doing the work of GOD) as well as in their lives. It certainly helped sober me up and reminds me to be no so self (affliction) focused from understanding that my misery and (sometimes traumatic) distress is indeed mild compared to what these men of GOD had to go through.
2020 08 10: I have switch to using the 'Verdana' font for my Scripture verses and passages quotes as the previous font I used which is 'Trebuchet' need me to directly locate the text in Blogger's editor 'html view' mode to directly edit the html code making the process both more difficult and very time consuming (and thus so much harder, taking some two to three minutes to sometimes over half an hour (because it is hard to locate the affected text in a long voluminous post) to change a font type for a segment of text).
2020 08 14: Today beginning from approximately 1630 hours 4:30 pm local time GMT +8) my eyes was clear and only minimally impeded. This is the first time is over four months that my eyes is this clear.
This event is something I was hoping for since I began this entry so I can record this event for my personal reference so I can track how long between each time my afflictions become so severe that it nearly completely impede me from doing this work before there will a break (as this event) that allows for me to write without being so severely impeded that I often cannot write at all barely able to get a word in each time I tried.
This is something that has been happening on and off (i.e. period of varying duration of not being able to work then a break lasting sometimes days, weeks to months when I can and there is a surge) since end of 2010 C.E., but this is the first time I remember to record it.
My next addition in this entry will be the time when my eyes start to severely fail (i.e. back to square one) again falling back to square one struggling to write to little avail lasting months as has been this latest case.
No doubt the clearing up of my eyes is not of a continuous period (but of varying duration between improving and worsening). These will be the case repeatedly over several days, weeks or months before things become very bad again as with this time deteriorating from some four months ago. But the important thing is that I am able to write more and for longer duration per seating and hopefully finish this two latest posts so I can get on to other posts.
■ Updated 2021 06 19
It has been over two months (since the entry dated 2020 06 01) where I have been struggling and struggling with the increased difficulty trying to overcome my functional impediments hindering me from continuing to do any writings in this work.
Frankly right now for over two weeks now I have feeling very defeated, vanquished but still refusing to give up, some days barely even able to make (i.e. write or edit what was written) more than a few words to the posts I am editing (i.e. updating the editing to complete the discussions).
The thing with failures is they aggravate the feeling of discouragement so that additionally now you have to struggle against feeling of discouragement compounding to the overall feeling of being defeated and totally wiped out. It makes it very hard to continue as each time you try PTSD feeling (no doubt just a mild form) starts to overwhelm you as an overpowering feelings of pointlessness builds.
My computer continues to experience usability and performance issues despite the Windows 10 updates continuing to update the operating system every few days. Generally not only do everything (mostly) takes more steps to do, but everything is also taking longer to load from (an example) a couple of seconds to some half a minute or more.
And the hard disc access indicator light on the computer is almost always on in high accessing (non blinking) mode all the time (which may be one of the reasons everything takes longer to load) which only started happening after the latest Windows 10 update around the end of July.
Right at the time when my eyes improve sufficiently for most of the day but worsen at night, however my chronic headache (usually mild) and dizziness has both worsen in these last five days.
Another day (2020 08 21), another impediment. My Microsoft Office 2016 suite just stopped working. There were already problems since several months ago when (I have three different users sign in to my Windows 10 computer) in at least one of my user sign in the app will not launch when clicking on its associated file types and needed to be directly (meaning clicking on the app rather than its associated data files) to launch. But this morning the apps just won't launch at all even after doing a repair option) so this whole morning I was able to get any work done.
So instead of spending the few precious moments available to me (I can only work in the morning to afternoon as after that my physiological impediments become too hard for me to continue) troubleshoot the apps I used to create backup copies (aside from other purposes) on my computer of the posts in this work.
More than seven days now (since 2020 08 13) with my eyes quite well allowing me to continue writing a post (Status Updates 2018 C.E. Part 2) which I started to write in 2018 C.E. but was then not able to continue.
But today after nine days of fairly good progress writing the mentioned post, my eyes took a (sudden) turn and I could barely write anything today. Hopefully tomorrow this sudden turn for the worse (on a Sabbath, something which since has been happening for over five years now, when I started to encounter more afflictions and difficulties on Sabbath days and during Feast seasons then normal times) will not continue and I shall be able to continue that post until I can publish it (not fully completed but enough coverage on the topics discussed and expounded on, again as another dynamic blogging post to completed in over weeks to months time, hopefully not years).
2020 08 27: More issues and impediment for this work. Yesterday for almost the whole day my internet was down (again) and I was not able to access Blogger to edit and work on my posts. Then this morning as I write this, a new Blogger bug (or is it a new feature) that restricts the insertion of URL links to the texts in a post, has surfaced. The whole font type issue remains unresolved. Even Windows 10 continued to be slow and buggy since the latest update (around end July beginning August).
My functional abilities continue to deteriorate with me making more and more typing errors especially writing completely different words from I am intending to write. Compound that with my failing eye sight making it extremely difficult to read through to check what I have just written or to do the required editor checks before publishing. Spelling errors are not a major problem as the Blogger's spellchecks highlight this so I can correct them.
It looks like I may be forced to stop publishing new posts or do editing on existing post as there erroneous words are cropping so frequently in my new writings that the discussions become very difficult to read (i.e. to fully get what I am saying).
2020 08 28: Seems Blogger has fixed one of the bugs in Blogger edit in 'Compose View' mode. But the 'fix' causes significant changes to all my posts by removing all of my of specific (Trebuchet) font type settings (using Blogger 'Compose View' mode) setting them all to none (font=" ").
This meaning that all the fonts settings I did in every single post (both draft and published) have all my font types setting categorically removed (i..e changed to font=" "). Years of work have now been rendered as pointless, 'flushed down the drain' because of a previous version Blogger's editor bug. Good thing (for the moment anyway) is if I do not touch those post, they still retained the earlier settings but once I go into the posts to edit in 'Compose View' mode, all the font types settings get zeroed out (i.e. font=" ").
2020 09 03 GMT +8 1230 hours (12:30 pm): My broadband line went down again at noon last Friday (2020 08 28) and it took 5 full days for ISP to rectify the problem. Over the same period my health and physiological function also went down and hasn't improve since.
With no longer duration improvement in functional ability to do this work after two months (since June 1 2020) and with tons more things to write on (of new posts and new discussions, as well as updating already published posts that have updates pending) a new (though not entirely I have done this before then my functioning improved) approach in this work is now (again) necessarily where I will be just doing disclosures (i.e. sharing what I have learned and have been given to know and understand) without any discussion.
These disclosures of course would be only for those who believe this work and this author, as the readers will just have to accept what I disclose without the arguments to present them as truth and factual. That just means all those disinclined to believe would be just wasting their time reading (hint here to these readers: stop insisting on reading this work if you are disinclined to believe this author, or even if you just have no inclination to believe) what they have no inclination and worse a disinclination, to believe.
2020 09 07: Over a month now since the last Microsoft Updates left my computer system unstable with apps crashing every now and then and the user settings unable to hold or stick (remained as what I set but constantly reverting to the default setting). My physiological state remains at bad (since 2020 08 22) with no improvement since it again took a turn for the worse after the previous Sabbath.
2020 09 08: Today for the very first time ever I was able to directly sense and feel Satan the Devil acting to remove (Matthew 13:19) an idea and thought directly from my mind. I was thinking and musing as I was in the midst writing (or rather editing as in continuing to write from where I last left off) the post 'Totally Random Disclosures Part 2'. In the middle of a thought (constructing a sentence to write) I sense something like a slight jarring sensation (like some thing sharp prick you but not to point of causing a puncture wound) inside my brain, interrupting my thinking process and immediately I felt my thoughts and thinking (i.e. what I was in the midst of thinking and contemplation to write) vanishing. Not so much as 'what was I thinking again' as in not remembering, but more like what is happening to my thoughts it just fade and then vanished. Even as I am aware of it happening I am unable to refresh and retain the thoughts.
And here is an analogy of how it is like: 'You see an object and as you are look more closely to see more detail, the object started too fade and then disappear within a couple of seconds. And once the object disappeared you remember seeing it but you cannot remember how it looks like.'
This has happened numerous times (too many to count or remember) before but during all those times the only thing I realize and was aware of was suddenly I couldn't remember what I was in the midst of thinking. Also during all those times I was focused only on trying to not lose what I was thinking, trying hard too remember and retain what I was thinking, mostly with little to no success. In some (not most) of those times when this happened they were caused by a distraction or disruption of thought by something or some other thoughts come up in my mind respectively.
This entry here is just meant as a record for me to refer for journal-ing aka blogging purpose and personal awareness (as it is for me anyway, a big deal to be able to sense and understand it as it happened for the first time).
Continuing on this subject (on 2020 10 19) I have another clear and distinct episode where thoughts and ideas I am thinking on, analyzing and contemplating out, was effectively blocked (by the Enemy). Technically you can called it a mental block but it just isn't exactly that because the recalling of having the thought is there except that the subject of the thought is not be retained (not just cannot be recalled).
This time I was writing down my ideas (and analytical disclosures) on the subject of knowledge, intelligence and (the exercising of, including the ability or capacity for) free will. This by the way, has been a topic I have been contemplating on and off for a while now since I wrote the entries of these in the Glossary of Terms in the blog 'The Holy Bible Expounded'.
Just last month (before the fall aka autumn Feast of Tabernacles in October 2020 C.E.) I created an entry in this blog on this topic with some initial writings (i.e. my thoughts), but could not continue (until today 2020 10 19) because I could no longer think (not literally but contextually, specifically on the topic) for some reasons which I fail to note and now can't remember. Fact is even now just a couple of minutes into writing this entry, my head is already beginning to hurt bad as I (a beginning of bad headache) and only on the day following (2020 10 20) after a night rest could I continue with this entry even as a headache is almost immediately seemingly developing (i.e. being felt) as I begin to try to write.
And would you believe it, I can no longer remember what I wanted to write on this entry which I started yesterday (2020 10 19). I hope I will remember later. Whenever I do I will come back to this point. It is now (2020 10 20) a total blank. Alzheimer's?
2021 06 19: Finally after some eight (8) months of me trying fruitlessly to recall or to remember what I was going to write about here (as mentioned in the paragraph directly above) I remembered (by a revelation in a dream, actually a repeating dream theme which I did not understand until finally today I awoke, understood and remembered. And here it is (all highlighted in italics):
This is about the (very successful) effort of the Evil One to frustrated this work through preventing this author from being able to continue a discussion andor post to complete them (especially a new discussion but not exclusively, even editing to complete unfinished discussion, both those already published and those not yet published) as well as editing to update many of published posts in the process of being updated.
Specifically it is about my decision to published whatever I am working on unfinished (typing, grammar, spelling and other errors included). This is because very often (and getting more and more so) whenever I try to write a whole train of thought and musing, very soon (from hours to days and weeks) after I commenced writing I began experiencing interfering symptoms which hinder me and effectively thwarted me from finishing the writing.
After weeks. months and even years (case in point the post 'The Context of Evil' has been many years of effort to complete the post yet I have not being able to with always my effort ending with me repeatedly changing and changing what I was writing aka a cyclic loop) each and every time I almost immediately began to feel unwell and also sometimes become very unsettled and restless, unable to progress at all.
Even just writing this here, I have to repeatedly (numerous times) stop, get up and do something else become coming back and continue writing little or much then stopping again. The process continuing a few hours, when 'normally' it should not take longer than twenty minutes at most to complete this entry.
Essentially then the Evil One seeks to thwart this work through making it very difficult if not impossible for this author to complete a discussion/post thus effectively new discussions from being posted, pending discussion thwarted from being published and posts being updated be in limbo (state of being incomplete).
Additionally to frustrate this author from making further efforts to do this work.
With this realization now remembered and my endeavor going forward is to publish all pending post which I have sufficiently worked on even though far from being finished. This undoubtfully will cause this work to be evil spoken off by all the lust driven readers to which I hope those who are the sincere readers seeking for truth and understanding will patiently put up with until such time (as this author will continue to endeavor) when these unfinished work warts and all, can be duly completed if ever.
(This 2021 06 19 inserted entry ends)
2020 10 19 entry continues: About the above entry (after writing the part below about the Feast) I remembered that it was something about mental block, vanishing thoughts, when was the first time I encounter something of this sort while doing this work and it was when I wanted to write the post 'The Context Of Evil'. (Will get back to this sometime later as my headache is getting bad). But lost the thoughts (i.e. all the ideas and stuffs I was going to write) again and again (on 2020 10 21, stopped by another headache). I will keep trying, coming back to this point. Day 24 (2020 10 22) still unable to continue to complete this short disclosure and discussion that is very important (for me anyway, so I can get clear and definitive idea) on how Satan the Devil is able to interfere with our thinking (especially analytical thinking), memory and thus our behavior and conduct.
Today (2020 10 23) I finally recollect and correspondingly noted down the ideas (i.e. my thoughts) which I was going to note down in the post on 'Free Will' I was working on (see the above for the details) when those ideas just vanished (i.e. was stolen away by the Enemy) on 2020 10 19. Mind you, these are just simple ideas not complex let alone complicated stuffs. So that these simple ideas can just completely vanish from my thoughts even I was contemplating them literally cannot happen in and as the normal process of mind processes and thoughts, unless I am suffering from some pathological condition which I am absolutely certain I am not.
Room temperature remains at conducive (Day five, from 29 to 30 degrees Celsius at noon).
Anyway this morning (2020 10 20) I was thinking how this time last year after the Feast of Tabernacle (after a really great Feast, best ever) I was all charge up and raring to go. Not just doing this work but reorganizing and cleaning (include clearing out stuff that I no longer will use) my place. This year Feast though still productive though not on the volume of last year, all around situation wise (both health and other issues) it have not been good.
For one, from day one of the Feast I could not get a good night sleep barely sleeping five hours each night. Of all my trials and tribulations, sleep has rare ever been a problem for me since my retirement end of 2010 C.E.. On the norm I sleep seven (very rarely less than seven which if it happened I usually make up for it at nap time after lunch) to nine hours a night plus another around one up to four hours (the longer hours when my night hours are shorter) during the day after lunch. I often feel that I am sleeping too much. There are occasion not too often (just two to three times in a year) when I sleep almost sixteen to twenty hours total within a twenty-four hour period.
So this change to getting not enough sleep is something new. The worse part is my customary after lunch sleep (too long to be called a nap) too I either could not sleep at all or have only fleeting sleep. I was hoping that once I returned it will be back to my norm. Sadly it has not happened yet, I am sleeping five to six hours nightly and not always able to make up the hours at my after lunch 'nap'.
Also throughout the feast I had a bump (i.e. upset) tummy until the day before coming back. Thankfully that stopped.
No doubt you (the reader) may be familiar with the term 'jinxed' (or 'cursed'), well my life soon after my calling (in 1987 C.E.) has all the appearance of that. During most of the early years of this I did not particularly note attributing to the trials and tribulations of life and part and parcel of my (Christian) calling. But beginning from as early as 2006 C.E. and especially after this work started (in 2009 C.E.) I began to notice a so called 'jinxed days' when on some days (some months more, others lesser) things (involving me and my daily activities) things one after another just go 'awry' (and causing stress and distress) more than the norm.
That was when I began to note a pattern that revealed of some behind the scene (actors hidden or unseen) acts by power entities in high places. After so many years of these happening I can now already (mostly) recognize these 'jinxed' days from the get go (the moment one such is starting). They are seldom (but it does happen) single one off acts but commonly a series, frequently (but not always, sometime they are spaced out through the day) one after another which increase the distress effect on the subject being targeted (Job 1:13 – 19). Of course so called 'jinxed' days and being 'jinxed' are occurrences that most people have experienced in their lifetime, many one off now and then while a few months to years to even almost an entire lifetime (whether short or long).
No doubt many of this are random (as pertaining to a norm of cause of effect) events, especially those that are one off, but some (especially, those that occur in a series whether within the space of a day or even week, months and years) are not.
On a positive note, there was intermittent rain yesterday and temperature today (this morning anyway) are much lower (at 29 deg. Celsius).
2020 09 12: Just again noted that I am (and have been, no sure since how long ago since) making quite some errors in quoting Scriptures verses, either writing the wrong chapters or verses or even both when I quote Scripture passages with my writings. I have noted some of these before but now it seems that there may be more such errors by me. It is bad, I apologies to the readers as at this moment I am in no position to rectify them.
This is no a serious error for those readers who are familiar with those Scriptures and would (or should anyway) know how to look for correct appropriate references, much if not most the times (for those very explicit records in the Scriptures). Though for the less explicitly clear cases they would still have some problem to find or even understand the reference how they are related to and supportive of what I wrote and discussed.
But for those who are not (meaning those who have not thoroughly read through the Christian Holy Scriptures) they might find the erroneous quote Scripture references to be confusing at best, utter nonsense at worst.
2020 09 22: Nearly three months now and the Microsoft Windows 10 service (bugs) update of June continues to cause problem. Though there have been several patches since then that have fixed some of the bugs introduced by that service update, apps (i.e. applications) are occasionally giving errors (won't load) when I try to load them and even loaded apps are crashing for no apparent reasons. The Skype apps particularly seems to have been deleted (gives error on logging into Windows that it cannot be found), Google Chrome hangs on wake from sleep mode; Microsoft Edge takes three to four times longer to load; Windows Media player frequently crashes and won't load.
My physiological state continues its deterioration. I can barely reads through three paragraphs of any of my published or pending post (so as to find out what I have already discussed in order to continue writing). It has been so long (a few years) now since I have been able to do a complete reading (from start to finish) of any of my longer posts (i.e. the discussions). If I have been repeating myself repeatedly in all those posts I beg your forgiveness, I just is not able (I have to abandon the effort just after reading a few paragraphs each time I tried) to check through a complete post (the longer ones) to find out exactly what I have written.
A good question to ask (by the followers of this work especially) is if the author's physiological state being so severely compromised and correspondently my mental capacity, how can I be certain that all that all that I write is credible and sound?
My answers is: I make no more claims then that as I have been given to know and understand, to the best of my abilities under the circumstances (and situations I am in) I have done my utmost best to faithfully share them. As I have often stated in this work, the readers are required to be intelligent and to think (and decide) for themselves whether what I disclosed are truthful and factual.
■ Updated 2021 06 19
Entry Added 2020 09 26
After my broadband (internet line) was fixed after going down for 5 days (see earlier entry on 2020 09 03 GMT +8 1230 hours) I had not experience any issues until yesterday when it became unstable again going down again for a while yesterday then again this morning when I logon until 10 minutes ago. I have to reset both the modem and router before I was able to connect again. I suspect that my electrical power sag problem (which I have not experienced for awhile has returned again to impede and trouble me).
And the thing was, I just was a couple of days earlier thinking to myself, 'since the broadband line was fixed it has been stable'. That was just a couple of days ago. And of course this is not the first time something along this line happen. It is a very consistent thing. When ever I would think to myself that things are going well or are improving within days, at most weeks, they reverted to being bad (as in undesirable and troublesome) again.
Some recent cases of this one was my balcony garden which I was thinking has been growing well for a few years now (wasn't before that) then two weeks ago, most of the plants died, though a mistake was mine still it adds to the consistent way events have been happening.
Remember a year ago when I got a replacement UPS (after the unit I bought a year earlier which from day one was troublesome, went dead) and I was at that time so thankful that the unit was not giving problem as had the earlier unit. Well it wasn't too long when it reverted (with loud fan noises and refusing to aka won't/can't, be powered off) to be exactly as the first unit plus additionally began emitting burned (chemical) smell to this day.
The last fifteen years and especially after this work started, (almost) feels like I am 'jinxed' or something.
There have been tons of this types of cases in my life after my calling, and since this work started they have intensified. What all this does, in case anyone clueless is wondering, is that they push negativity (negative feelings and thinking) to discourage me from being optimistic and hopeful.
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Entry date: 2020 10 11
Another Feast of Tabernacle (and Last Great Day of the feast) has come and gone (i.e. ended on 2020 10 10 C.E.). It was (very) productive Feast for me despite my continuing physiological (especially mental) decline. I left for the Feast on the 2nd fully cognizant of the when I will be returning but midway through I got totally confused into thinking that the Last Great Day was on the 11th October.
This is the very first time (since I was called and my first Feast in 1987 C.E.) this has happened and it certainly doesn't bode well for me. It certainly make me think on whether I will be able to continue writing all the numerous pending discussion, those pending updating and those in the midst of being updated.
I will just take it day to day, for now.
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Entry date: 2020 10 17
A week after the Feast of Tabernacle (includes Last Great Day) today I finally see some improvement in my health and functionality (to work on the blogs of this work) but today is also the first day where the room temperature inside my small apartment rose above 32 degrees Celsius sometime before noon today.
My previous computer (which I have not used for a year now) first crashed from a graphics card error several years ago for the first time during just such a period when the temperature in my apartment rose to 32 degrees Celsius and above. So out of an abundance of caution from since that time, I either do not switch on or leave on my computer once the temperature reached 32 degrees Celsius.
If this (the high temperature) continued to be the case, the time when I can work on this work has effectively being cut short by seven and more hours (depending on when the temperature drop below 32 degrees Celsius after night fall). The period for higher temperature for my location are typically June to September and January (sometimes mid December) to March. So higher temperature in mid October is not a norm.
During such period before (which typically happens for two three months duration each year) the time I would have the computer on (for my daily attempts to do some work) would be in the morning 6 am to 11 am then again sometime from after 10 pm, sometimes even as late as 12 midnight or later. This (the higher temperature) is worst (higher and for longer duration) during the El Niño episodes in this location.
Though technically it should be safe to use my computer at such temperature (the temperature inside the computer casing is typically around 4 degrees higher than the room temperature) I just can't take the chance of my computer crashing as happened sometime around 2015 C.E. ()if I remembered correctly).
However of late (since after 2016, my prayers for a more conducive temperature have been swiftly answered). The latest of this (this year) was during the recent usual seasonal June to early September dry period (the usual time of high daily temperature), when after a few days of high temperature, my earnest daily prayers brought (almost) daily rain bringing down the temperature until just a couple of days ago.
Which is not to say that I will be able to work for so many hours in a day. On most days now since middle 2017 and also before that but just lesser so, I could barely put in a hour on an average day other than during days of productively surges. Most days I could even manage to do a sentence at each attempt. Since some seven to nine (can't remember exactly when) months ago nights are none productive times when I have not been able to get any work done.
What this means is more impediment to this work. But I shall continue my custom daily prayers (whenever this happens) for a more conducive (i.e. cooler) temperature and looking forward to answered prayers with the next few days.
2020 10 19: Sadly the improvement in physiological (includes mental as in being able to thinking analytically, not psychological) health was more of a one day one off fluke while the increase in room temperature is not.
2020 10 22: After three days of temperature exceeding 32 degrees Celsius followed by my (prayer) appeal to GOD, the last three days has seen (intermitted rain daily resulting in) more conducive temperature between 29 degrees and just below 32 degrees.
My physiological condition remain at varying from sufficient (i.e. above to do this work with nominal difficulties) to bad, with two occasions (since the 2020 10 17) of being very bad (basically feeling so sick that I am technically bed ridden) for several hours. But each time after saying a prayer both improved.
On the additional disclosures on 'mental block' and vanishing thoughts which I added (on 2020 09 08 and further updated) to the entry dated 2020 08 13, I am still struggling to finish the disclosures each time I remembered what I wanted to write and as I open up this post to continue at that point, my mind just went blank as to what were the thoughts I am trying to share. But I won't give and shall endeavor to finish those disclosures.
At (i.e. after writing up to) this point (just writing this much in this entry alone) my mind is caving to an increasing intensity of pressure (with my dull pain) so I will pause for a while (anything from hours through days to weeks, hopefully not months) a status update on this year Feast of Tabernacles and a sort of revelation yesterday during a late afternoon rest and musing, that help me realized many things and appreciate even more my calling and ordination.
Feast of Tabernacles 2019 and 2020
Entry date: 2020 10 22
The lead up to the Feast of Tabernacles (hereafter referred to as the Feast) was technically very bad (from the context of things going wrong) with my UPS (a crucial appliance to this work) failing (reporting a critical fault) on the very hour I was preparing to for the Feast. On hindsight it was a good (i.e. desired, not that I would desire for my crucial equipment to fail and worse to fail just as I was departing for the Feast) thing.
There are two reasons for me to say this. One, was the shop that I needed to sent the equipment for repair/replacement was the very location I was to keep the Feast. And two, the fault resulting with a brand new replacement (with improved functioning, at least for several months).
So though the replacement took over two months to happen and I was quite badly hampered or impeded (but not stopped) from the doing this work for the duration. But even this proved to be a positive (i.e. good) thing as it allowed me (thanks to an improvement in my physiological state after the Feast) to get quite a number of other pending (though not crucial but important nonetheless) done during the period.
Another positive was the Feast that year (2019 C.E.) was the best Feast I have had (from all aspects or contexts) since I started keeping it (in 1997 C.E.).
But the most important things was I was not only able to continue doing this work throughout the period my crucial UPS was back with the distributor/manufacturer albeit not for as long a daily period as I wanted with frequent voltage instability crashing my computer (the older one, I dared not use the new one but left it as a reassuring fallback should the voltage sage terminated my old computer which it actually did but still came to life after several days and several attempts to switch it on worked after daily earnest and fervent prayers, I was actually able to quite a lot of work during the period (of very serious impediment and hindrances) and even more afterward.
All in, from the time of the Feast that year (2019) to several months afterward was a time of great encouragement for me after years of daily affliction and distress (numerous times bordering on despair) with me even develop a sort of mild case of PTSD (which I tried daily to recover from with nominal success).
But sadly as things apparently begin to take a turn for the worse again after that 'surge' period, I was beginning to slide down into despair and despondency even as I persisted and struggled to continue doing this work of writing the discussions. Many trials and afflictions I have gone through but the worst (distress) for me is always periods when I am unable to continue (on a daily basis) to write the disclosures and discussions of this work, whether from physiological reasons or other reasons (from computer crashes to voltage irregularity).
The Feast 2020 C.E. was one with many things going wrong too from the time of my leaving but not as much or as bad as the Feast of 2019 C.E. as the previous one. But while things began improving from the first day of the Feast of 2019 C.E., with 2020 C.E. it actually got worse. And the months leading into the Feast beginning even from as far back as the middle of 2020 C.E. did not help the matter as that was the duration when trials and trivial for me began to grow worse.
Then during the Feast, I was unwell right from the first day of the Feast 2020 C.E., with tummy upset throughout until but not including the day before the day before I left to return to my apartment. It is a sure sign that things were not good when I even could not remember that the Last Great Day (of the Feast) was on October 11th and not 12th. That is the first time this happened.
Even though I still have a productive (from the context of my calling, growth and work as GOD's servant) Feast it was a far cry from the previous Feast which was the most productive one for me ever (until that year).
All in the period from June 2020 right up to the day before (2020 10 21 C.E.) when I received a new or a better understanding aka revelation, I had been on a downward spiral which climaxed at the end of the Feast and still continuing (not diminishing). Basically I was at a sort of another crossroad of my calling until the revelation got me clearly back on track.
Self doubt has been a key feature of my Christian journey or pilgrimage pertaining especially to my ordination (not that I doubt my calling or ordination but more my capability to and my, the degree of, faithfulness in carrying out the work. I am always cognizant of my personal severe limitations and my many vulnerabilities to the sway and manipulation by the Evil One) from soon after this work started and I am sure that has been one of the goals, one which he had the most measure of success on me, of the Enemy in his relentless attack on me to hinder, hamper, impede, thwart and stop me doing this work.
2020 10 26: Almost half a month has passed since the Feast, and I have remained stuck at the bottom of a low productivity cycle worse than before I left for the Feast, struggling to get on with completing three posts in this blog by the end of this Gregorian year. Several months have gone by since with me only making little (i.e. snail paced) progress in just one of these three posts, the post 'Elijah Must Come First' (a two installments or posts discussion). After this post is completed, I hope to work on the one before it, 'Honoring And Keeping The New Covenant' then the post 'Status Updates 2017 C.E.'. Most days I could barely complete two sentences so I have been focusing mostly on doing editorial checks and embedding links.
For over two days now I have felt myself sapped of energy (i.e. low energy feeling) and feeling very lethargic. In past episodes I would just sleep for hours even for an entire day or two. After that I would usually be back to (my new, as opposed to previous healthier and fitter before 2011 C.E.) 'normal' self but not this time around. Today is already the third day of this and I have not yet been able to sleep through the episode (usually sleeping sixteen hours or more for a day or two) as I have done before. Over the last two days my sleep have improved (I am sleeping my usual hours a day, my norm of seven hours night sleep and afternoon one or two hours) but with the lethargy not much improvement.
I spoke earlier in an entry dated 2020 08 13 and continued with another update on 2020 10 20 (after my return from the Feast of Tabernacle 2020 C.E.) on the term 'jinxed'. Well technically (but not actually because there is no such thing as luck, good or bad, when it comes to those who are the Elect of GOD) that is basically what has been happening since the beginning of this Feast right up to today. I did not particularly note it until today when I realized just how things (including situations and events), from small to significant, have go wrong or bad (as in not something anyone would want happen to them). It basically has been things going bad one after another (after the realization I decided to casually list these and easily counted close to twenty such) some days several in the course of the day, from the Feast until today (2020 10 27 C.E.).
■ Updated: 2020 10 27
Entry added: 2020 10 29
Just discovered (as I was looking for something I wrote in this post to added to it) that in many entries of this post (eg. entry of 202 06 01), many to all of the (quoted) Scriptures passages (in that entry) inserted (eg. Genesis 8:21, Psalm 14:2 3, Romans 3:10 13, Psalm 32:2, Psalm 5:6, etc.) just mostly disappeared (somehow got deleted) leaving just a few (some more than others) words.
Now I can't help but wonder what else of my writings has Blogger™ gobbled up leaving just bits and pieces of the original writing rendering them incomprehensible? Having check a few posts (just in this blog, haven't gotten around to the other blogs) I have found the same thing happening (some more, others lesser) in almost (i.e. all the posts that I have checked) all of the posts.
Now the question is, are the partially to nearly completely deleted texts just Scriptures passages or are they more extensive. If they are, I think in all likelihood I have to close down (i.e. take them private) all the blogs until the bug (if indeed that is what it is) is fixed by Blogger™. I could (at least the is the presume possibility) restore entire blogs with the backup that I made regularly but there is not point to that if Blogger™ just gobble up these texts again.
Was Blogger™ hacked or is an engineer working there just totally against Christianity and have inserted (written and deployed) an app to mangle all Christian Scripture quotes? Frankly, I think Satan the Devil is behind it, as indeed he has been behind many to most (dare I say all) of my troubles.
Two screen shots samples of mangled texts (was there for several days) of Scripture quotes in this post before I come across them and corrected them yesterday 2020 10 29 C.E.
2020 10 30: So far (after very briefly and quickly scrolling through to check six posts in three blogs, two of them yesterday where I found the issue, but today I have yet to came across one) only this blog (of those that I have checked) appears to be affected with two posts (one, this post, substantially, and another just two instances) having the issue of mangled Scripture quotes. When and if I am able to do, I will check through more. Btw, November 1st 2020 C.E. will be eleven years since this work was first published on Blogger after moving from Windows Spaces Live where this work first started as tool (for me) to teach my daughter about the Christian faith and worship.
■ Updated: 2020 11 08
Entry Date: 2020 11 06
The first part (of two installment) post 'Elijah Must Come First' was finally completed yesterday after nearly six months. The remaining part of that discussion in the next and final installment which is about a quarter of that whole discussion, hopefully will published some time the next year.
With my working (functional) ability so severely curtailed, going forward I will just focus on completing the outstanding updates (mostly) in this blog before moving to those in other blogs of this work. The next post which I have been working on (in this blog) is 'Honoring And Keeping Our Covenant With GOD' to complete it before moving to the post 'Status Updates 2017 C.E.' the main discussion of which has been left uncompleted for some over three years.
It has been more than five months since the major Windows 10 service update in June and of the numerous bugs introduced in the updates, many are still no resolved. The biggest of this is now Windows 10 literally crawls along. It takes over twenty minutes for the full Windows 10 to load (after signing in). And after that many apps (i.e. Windows 10 applications) still suffers performance issues. Some personalization features still every now and then revert to highly unpleasant and annoying default mode.
On a parallel the same can be said of Blogger where the fonts issues is not just unresolved it actually causes texts written in some fonts to become mangled (i.e. partially to almost completely deleted).
On the social order front, conflicts and acrimonies is being advanced, pushed and spread by many to most of the supreme proclaimed and acclaimed Superlatives shakers, shifters, movers and makers of the human social order and their worshiping zombied minions leading to hardline and entrenched partisanship (i.e. divide or division) in social, political and religious systems (Matthew 12:25; Luke 11:17, 12:52, 53; Mark 3:25, 25; Matthew 7:26 – 27).
On the subject of identity thieves and plagiarizers, there have been at least more than ten (which I have detected) such 'publicly' (to their peers, associates andor the general public) published materials that rob (i.e. stealing what is explicitly forbidden) from (the disclosures and revelations) of this work since, done to advance the themselves that these stolen knowledge (that they published and proclaimed whether as doctrines or dissertations) are from their own supremely ingenious derivation. The very first of these was of course the Worthless Shepherd of the sheep in what this author shared with him in confidence (before this work was published) between 2005 to 2008 C.E.. But since then many more in academia and even more in religion have rob from this work.
2020 11 10: It has been five days since (Friday, 2020 11 06) I have barely been able to do any (of this) work (other than the entries here, other posts has seen little to zero progress even as I continue to struggle to try to write on a daily basis). Also since returning from the Feast of Tabernacles this year and a few months before that, I have been woken up several times as I was drifting off to sleep.
No doubt as a norm this do happen to us (to be roused to wakefulness when we are drifting off or on the verge of falling asleep) but it has been happening so regularly, sometimes several times in the same night period repeatedly rousing to wakefulness as I was drifting into slumber.
While many of these do not seemingly to have any particular cause, quite a few have been by noise of tapping, things falling and even the rustling of plastic bags for (more often) two to (a couple of occasions) fifteen minutes.
Initially I would get up from bed to check for the source of the noise with always fall silent but resumes soon as I get back to bed (to continue my slumber). The noise patterns can be continuous for a few seconds or just a fraction of a second then stop then start again. I have since taken to just ignoring them but they still rouse me from sleep many times when I was just drifting off and other times right when I was in middle of a sound sleep. Initially I did not bother to document them here but decided to do so after another series of tapping sounds woke me up in the middle of my sleep last night.
2020 11 19: The disturbances (i.e. noises especially during the night) stopped after I wrote (nine days ago) about it above, but started again last night, with first some softer noises for just a few seconds then when I was trying to sleep (at 2230 hours) then again at 0200 hours (this time tapping sound) when I awoke form sleep (not sure if woken by the noise) and continued (not continuously) for some ten minutes.
From the 19th onwards there have been no disturbing noises until last night the 2020 12 24 at 0105 hours (i.e. 1:05 am) when again I awoke for no apparent reasons (except that I was feeling hot) and immediately I heard a soft tap (like someone hitting my dinning table, my only table with their nail) followed by four more around a minute to several minutes apart then stopped for some twenty minutes before beginning again this time a single louder tapping sound (like on hitting my plastic chair with a glass or porcelain cup) and several after the that but spaced out over several minutes).
The result of this night disturbances (not just the tapping noises) kept me mostly awake (with fleeting moments of sleep) until 6 am. As I have written earlier, I normally (used to until recently, from after the Feast f Tabernacles this year) sleep well whether night or day, falling asleep within five minutes and sleeping well through the night, and even during the day where I usually take a noon day nap (from twenty minutes to a couple of hours commonly). Every time I was drifting off to sleep I would be rouse from sleep for no apparent reason. This I suspect is target my functioning ability (especially to think) as having a sleepless night invariably render me unable to much of anything the next from feeling sleepy and tired.
2020 12 29: Again at 0140 hours (i.e. 1:40 am) I was awaken (usually feeling hot despite a cool room temperature of 29 degrees Celsius) and immediately a series of tapping noise (again from the same general location of my dining table which btw is my only table). This time that the noise is of an empty box of biscuits (which I have left on the table after removing the contents into a tin). The noise continued with short intervals for around five minutes despite me getting up to examine it to confront the noise maker (which is difficult because you can't confront what you cannot see).
As expected when I tried to sleep (so that I wouldn't be too tired and sleepy to do any work the next day), each time as I was about to drift off I was roused to wakefulness. This happened for something between half an hour to hour (i.e. over twenty times). I did manage to sleep (for around four hours) an hour or so later but still woke this morning with a heavy head, sleepy and tired. So looks like another day is shot.
2021 03 02: The night noises resumed. For awhile since the last night disturbances on 2020 12 29 there were no further night noises until 2021 02 13. This round the noises were a very soft humming )louder than a table fan, or my online UPS fan) like one makes by turning or churning machines thought it is not like any I have heard before. The first night it was just very short last just a few seconds and I attributed it to someone in the neighborhood operating some new machine. The second night it was not once by three to four times all lasting from several seconds to a few minutes, going off then starting again.
The pattern (on and off for a while, several seconds to a couple of minutes intervals, and resumed, several times) aroused my suspicion. The third night, when the noises started again and was very long, I remembered (yes, my memory is shot) that my old already malfunctioning (the autofocus and the switch to snap photos no longer work well anymore) autofocus camera has a video function which also record sound. I grad the camera and starting recording intending to record around the minute of the sound. And I managed to get over a minute of the sound which then stop a few millisecond before I stop recording.
After that night I kept the camera at my bed side intending to record any new night noises. There was none (or at least none that I noted) until 2021 03 01 when a tapping noise first very soft then several seconds later louder. So I reached for my camera and switch it on to record but the noise did not resume. Anyway now I have my camera beside my bed should any such noises recur and if I manage to record any such sounds I will post them under this entry.
2021 03 13: At 2:23 am (0200 hours) GNT +8, I was arouse from sleep and immediately heard a fairly loud tapping noise (five to six very regular taps) as if someone was tapping on my (glass) dining table. Straight away I reached for my camera and waited (over an hour) for the noise to repeat but the noise did not repeat. I was not woken by the noise but awoke simultaneously as the noise started.
I finally went back to sleep at close to 4 am (0400 hours) and awoke a few minutes before 6 am (0600 hours) and again almost immediately heard a rattling noise lasting just a tiny fraction of a second. I grabbed and switched of my camera and the noise repeat for another fraction of a second. I moved speedily to the source of the noise which seems to come from an empty Jacob Cream Cracker box on my dining table and there was another rattling noise (also lasting the same length of time). Feeling sure I have caught (i.e. manage to record) the noise (this second time was very loud because I was directly over the box where the noise is coming from). I then grabbed the box to see if there is anything inside which was making the noise (like for example a gecko) but it was empty.
The noises stopped after I grabbed the box and looked inside. This time this particular noise repeated three to five times, twice before I record it (which was the third instance) and twice after (not too sure about these last two as it could just be me when) I grabbed it before I looked inside which was only when it stopped.
Video file (because Blogger do not support sound file)
of one of the many types (such as drumming on glass and cardboard, rustling of plastic beg, humming or grinding sound and rattling noises) of disturbing night noises (this one just a fraction of a second long, smack in the middle of this clip). The recording was right next to the source of the sound but it is still very soft (because I have a cheap camera because the noise as heard by me was not soft at all). You might need to turn your volume way up toward the maximum (if you are not using earphones).
This one was from 5:58 am of 2021 03 13.
Above is a video recording (Blogger does not support mp3 or sound files) of that rattling noise (just a tiny fraction of a second right smack in the middle of the recording above). Though when I heard it the noise was quite (not very) loud and I could hear it very clearly even from my bed around 6 feet (2 meters) away. However in the recording the sound is not as loud but quite soft, maybe because my camera is just a cheap one.
The exact same rattling (in rhythm and duration of a fraction of a second but not as loud as previously) noise repeat again twice, around one second apart (first time I heard this during the day while I am fully awake and at/on my computer which is also beside my bed) at 3:13 pm (1513 hours). This is called brazen taunting and harassment, of having power impunity from knowing I can't do a thing about it (for one, I can't sense whoever they are but only the results of their targeted actions to harass me, which are not anticipatable).
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Entry date: 2020 11 28
If you (the reader) has been following this post, you might remember I wrote twice (once in the first entry of this post in March and another in October 17) about weather getting home and the rising temperature and how this further narrows down the my work window (i.e. the time duration in any day).
Well on both these occasions (as my custom has been) I prayed about it and within days the temperature on both incidences improves to favorable. I have hesitate to write (i.e. blog) it here so as not to jinx it. For many years (especially after 2010 C.E.) every time I noted some improvements (And corresponding, present prayers of thanks to GOD) within days (sometimes just hours) things would take a downturn (i.e. a turn for the worse).
This is among the many (too many to remember) answered prayers in my life. Of course they too have been many (not as many as answered) unanswered prayers too. Some are definitely 'unanswered' as in meaning 'no'. Others are of course unanswered which does not mean that they won't be answered.
Abraham the Father of the Faithful had to wait for twenty five years for his prayer for a son and heir to be answered (i.e. granted or happened). One of three most righteous men who had ever lived, Job, had to wait for many months possibly before his prayers for deliverance (from the evils that had befallen him) was answered (i.e. granted or happened.
So prayers that are not (immediately) answered do not meant that they are unanswered (i.e. the answer is 'no'). Concerning prayers, the believing faith in GOD's Grace (i.e. good desire or desire for our good) towards us is needed. What this means is that we must have the faith to wait for it, sometimes for decades. Of course GOD being not evil HE do not answer lusted seeded andor evil prayers. But Satan the Devil can (i.e. act to have you receive what you pray for, but there will be evil consequences especially for you whether in this lifetime or in the Judgment, or in both).
That said, not all prayers will be answered (i.e. granted), but that does not mean that we should lose faith or have our faith shaken. John the Baptist was one whose prayer for deliverance (from his imprisonment by Herod) was not answered and sadly his faith (i.e. believe that JESUS is the CHRIST) was shaken and he began to doubt.
■ Updated: 2022 02 25
Entry date: 2020 12 01
For over a week now I have been having a series of bad aka 'jinxed' days.
But on a slightly more positive notes my functioning (functional ability to do this work particularly) improved somewhat and I managed to get a little more done on this work. And this could (and most probably is) the reason this around past ten days, I getting more bad things have been happening to my person to negate the improvement in my functioning.
The post 'Elijah Must Come First' was divided or made into a two posts discussion (the first is already published) because the post got to large and editing (in Blogger edit) become very slow with a time lag of each typed word before the word shows up on the screen. The same too is now happening with the post 'Honoring And Keeping Our Covenant With GOD' so this post too will be divided into two posts, the first already published with the second pending.
2020 12 08: over two weeks now and till no let up in my 'jinxed' days but this week (since the 1st December) they (the troubles) are coming from another direction and on all sides. I worked earlier in this entry on a more positive note, well that is were the troubles are coming on me now to turn the 'more positive' into the negative. These last three days have been bad with me barely able to get any work done especially the later two days.
■ Updated: 2020 12 12
Entry date: 2020 12 12
Blogger (in edit mode) has become extremely slow in many of the larger posts of this work making updating and editing them a much slower process. Whenever I type something I have to wait for several seconds for the typed words to appear. Also saving the edited updates, takes from many seconds to almost a minute each save. This severely slows down my already slow pace of doing this work.
So I am now considering (and going to start on a few posts first) to break up many large posts. To start off, the (first installment) of the discussion 'Status Updates 2017 C.E.' is being broken up into five (from the previous two) installments (and posts) and will become a five installments posts (instead of the two that it was before the current revamp).
2020 12 16: It has been four days since I have tried to revisit (to work on and complete the main discussion on) the unfinished post 'Status Updates 2017 C.E.', a post I had to suspend work sometime in the third quarter of the year 2017 C.E. after been hardly able (after the initial posting) to make any progress (after taking a serious hit on my functioning ability in the middle of the second quarter) after many months of effort on the main discussion. Since that time I have revisited the post a couple of times (not counting this latest effort December 2020 C.E.) to try and finish it (both the first and second installment, after the original post was first broken up into two posts due to its size).
Today is the fourth day I have been trying (after initially for just one day making good progress) to continue that discussion (now being broken into a total of seven installments/posts from the previous two, the first installment into five and the second into two) but has been struggling again (due to a sudden deterioration of my eye impediment affecting my ability to see and read and consequently to write) but has not been able to make much progress since the initial day.
■ Updated 2020 12 24
Entry date: 2020 12 24
It has been over eleven years since this work started on Blogger™ in November 2009 C.E.. It has been more than thirty three years since I was called by GOD and some close to twenty five since I first testified against the first Messenger to the Church of GOD in Laodicea of his sins and impending death.
This work first began on Windows Spaces Live (since defunct) as an educational tool to teach my daughter about my Christian calling, faith and worship. It was soon moved to Blogger™ and began as a project to publish what I have learned and understood about the Gospel message in two books (initially but later two additional were planned).
But at the end of 2010 C.E. a series of evils hit me and impacted (i.e. affected) me so badly that I have to temporary (then) give up those ideas focusing instead on expanding the publishing of the first chapters of these two book projects into additional supplementary works in additional to this blog, 'A Christian Pilgrimage', which was published as the first supplementary works to the blogs, 'The Holy Bible Expounded' consisting primarily of two chapters from the (projected) book 'Bible 101 The Holy Bible Expounded', and 'End of The World' consisting primarily the two initial chapters of the other (projected) book, 'The End Of The Age How And When It Will Happen'.
Today eleven years later, the bulk of the materials for the (projected) books 'Bible 101 The Holy Bible Expounded' (some seventy percent) and 'The End of the Age How and When It Will Happen' (some fifty percent) can be found scattered in all the blogs of this work, mostly in reworked forms.
Will the two main Books (a project of this author) that spawn this work, and also the other books (originally planned by this author) ever be published? Today and for the last ten years since, the prognosis has not been good but I am an eternal optimists so I leave the answer as 'possibly.
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First Published: 2020 03 12
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