Tuesday, September 20, 2022

This Author's History With The ALMIGHTY

Why This Author Writes In Such A Manner
[2] This Author's History With The ALMIGHTY (this post)



My Life Long History With The ALMIGHTY

The Christian Holy Scripture explicitly and plainly records of at least two persons who were called (Luke 13:15) who had been prepared to be called (Jeremiah 1:4 – 5) right from the moment they were conceived (JESUS CHRIST, not counted of course, HE was literally conceived by the HOLY SPIRIT, literally GOD in the FLESH the moment of HIS conception) in their mothers' wombs.

But the angel said to him, “Do not be afraid, Zacharias, for your prayer is heard; and your wife Elizabeth will bear you a son, and you shall call his name John. And you will have joy and gladness, and many will rejoice at his birth. For he will be great in the sight of the Lord, and shall drink neither wine nor strong drink. He will also be filled with the Holy Spirit, even from his mother’s womb. And he will turn many of the children of Israel to the Lord their God.
Luke 1:13 – 16 ⁣

Then the word of the Lord came to me, saying:
“Before I formed you in the womb I knew you;
Before you were born I sanctified you;
I ordained you a prophet to the nations.”
Jeremiah 1:4 – 5 ⁣

And in Isaiah 49:1 and 5

“Listen, O coastlands, to Me,
And take heed, you peoples from afar!
The Lord has called Me from the womb;
From the matrix of My mother He has made mention of My name.

“And now the Lord says,
Who formed Me from the womb to be His Servant,
To bring Jacob back to Him,
So that Israel is gathered to Him
(For I shall be glorious in the eyes of the Lord,
And My God shall be My strength)

Both the accounts of Isaiah 49:1 and 59 and Jeremiah 1:4 – 5 were specifically referring to the CHRIST, the LORD MESSIAH of the Christian Passover Covenant. That CHRIST was the Actual fulfillment in those verses. Nonetheless there could be (and probably have been) many others who were the Types fulfillment of these Scripture prophecies. While those of Luke 1:13 – 16 was specifically referring to John the Baptist.

Your eyes saw my substance, being yet unformed.
And in Your book they all were written,
The days fashioned for me,
When as yet there were none of them.
Psalm 139:16 ⁣

Then the word of the Lord came to me, saying:
“Before I formed you in the womb I knew you;
Before you were born I sanctified you;
I ordained you a prophet to the nations.”
Jeremiah 1:4 – 5 ⁣
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There were also a few accounts in the Scripture records that implied as much of a few others (such as the Judge and Prophet Samuel), who too were being prepared for their future calling from the moment of their conception (and even before that, meaning their parents too were prepared to conceive them). One such was King David where he wrote of himself in Psalm 139 verse 16. Another was of Jeremiah, when GOD called him (Jeremiah 1:5). Then there was Samuel, when his mother appealed to GOD to be able to conceive and that she would ‘lend’ him to GOD.

And with such as Moses and John the Baptist, the Scripture specifically foretold of them before they were even conceived yet. Which implied that even before they were conceived by their biological parents (and even much farther back up their ancestry), they had been (predestined to be) selected and thus prepared as preparatory (meaning including their biological parents too) to their conceptions, births and future callings and ordinations as Prophets of GOD.

Remember now JESUS CHRIST's (first) advent as the SAVIOR of mankind was prophesied beginning from Adam and Eve (which is obviously not definitive on this subject and topic, as they are the ancestors of all humankind), but more and more definitively from Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob then Judah, then King David right down to Mary the biological mother of JESUS CHRIST. Even Joseph, the husband of Mary (i.e., the stepfather from the concept of human kinship or kin relationship) too had been prepared for when he would decide to quietly put away Mary, his betrothed wife, after finding out she was pregnant. This (preparation) was that he would believe when he told by the Angel that her conception was by the HOLY SPIRIT (Matthew 1:20).

From all these (just mentioned) it can be surmised that among those whom GOD would later called in their lives to a special office (i.e., job position and assignment) especially those called as Prophets, many if not most, too were very likely being singled out and prepared right off from the moment of their conceptions (and possibly, before that even).

Of these, the Scripture was very specific that two among those who were being prepared by GOD from the time of their conception, were targeted by Satan the Devil. Satan the Devil acted to have their lives snuffed out, at or soon after, their birth, which of course GOD did not allow to happen.

These two were, namely, the Prophet Moses and the LORD JESUS CHRIST, whose purpose in life was to mediate GOD's Covenants with humankind for us to have a covenanted relationship with HIM. And these two Covenants being the ‘Old’ Ten Commandments Covenant and the ‘New’ Passover Covenant, respectively.

Though the Scripture did not explicitly record as such (that they were targeted by Satan the Devil) about the others who (such as John the Baptist, among a few other notable men of GOD) too were being prepared by GOD from their conception (technically before, when their parents were being prepared to conceive them).

It should be without doubt that Satan the Devil would likewise have targeted them too. Either to have their lives snuffed from after their birth to before their adulthood, or to act against them in such ways so as to disqualify them or cause them to fail either before, during, or even after the fact.

This could include anyone at all whom GOD called to an office (one having some significant milestone role towards perfecting the creation) those called to be the Prophets or Messengers to critical milestone events in GOD's “plan” (i.e., as in the process GOD had ordained, instituted, or started to complete and make perfect the creation, meaning the creature personages).

Among these, we have Moses and CHRIST who were mediators of the two most important Covenants of man with GOD. Other Prophets similarly prepared besides them, would include (Romans 8:30; Ephesians 1:11): Abel; Enoch; Noah; Joshua and Caleb, including most if not all the Judges, the most notable being Samuel; as well as all of the rest of the Prophets of the Ten Commandments Covenant; including all those of the Passover Covenant writers, the Messengers to the Church of GOD in her journey through the centuries from the Apostolic Age to today, and other Prophets and Messengers of the Endtimes (i.e., the Time of the End). This author, is numbered among those of the Time of the End.

The Scripture is explicitly clear that GOD knows everything absolutely, such that nothing at all can happen except that GOD knows about them (Matthew 10:29; Isaiah 46:10), and allows or permits them to happen (Matthew 10:29 – 31; Luke 21:14 – 19). []

What is the price of two sparrows—one copper coin? But not a single sparrow can fall to the ground without your Father knowing it.
Matthew 10:29 (NLT) ⁣

But the very hairs of your head are all numbered.
Matthew 10:30 ⁣

Here, let it be clear that to allow (or permit, not from the context of giving permission, but as in to allow through not stopping or preventing when one can do so) is not to purpose or act out of the intent of the will, not out of self-purpose, or desire to accomplish or to cause to happen.

One of the questions frequently being asked by especially unbelievers is, if the all-powerful God is good why is there evil (as in harm of all sorts) befalling the creatures, especially mankind? Everyone who asked this question including nearly all who read and/or studied the Scripture, all either in deliberated stupidity or actual total absolute stupidity, willfully refused to comprehend that the entire record of the Scripture (from Genesis to Revelation) reveals to (including is meant to educate) all those who are sincere who read, of the process by which evil will once and forever purge from the creation.

If evil is to be completely and absolutely understood by the creature personages, evil must be allowed and permitted its destructive rampages on and among them. Which is not to say that the creatures will understand, but just that they can if they want to — and only if they want to — and not if they lust uncontrollably not to want to. So, there is still the requirement that they must want to.

The question then is, how about you (the reader)? Do you want to understand, or will you still insist on lusting uncontrollably so as to be able to not understand so that you can continue with your evil pursuits and conduct while in total deliberated stupidity, hold and believe yourself that you love good and want to do good; that you are a good and decent human being who is not evil?

Whether you will or won't may not matter now, but it ultimately matters as your forever-life-or-forever-death issue. This will be at the time GOD completes and perfects all of HIS creation in the (Great) Judgment on all who have ever lived. All those who will not be in the First Resurrection will be brought back to life, judged, educated with corrective punishment to extract true repentance, and condemned for unrepentance.

Your belief or disbelief won't seemingly matter to you now. But it ultimately will. Either or both, in the Day of the LORD, not too long from today, and in the (Great) Judgment. Both cases by then for you; it will not be up to you anymore. The retribution of GOD will come upon your head, and there will be nothing you can do anything but endure it until the very end.


How It Began With Me

Whether you believe it or not, it is conceivable that before I was born, GOD already had my whole life mapped out before me (Psalm 139:16; Isaiah 49:1 – 5). For is it not written (Isaiah 46:10 – 11).

Declaring the end from the beginning,
And from ancient times things that are not yet done,
Saying, ‘My counsel shall stand,
And I will do all My pleasure,’
Isaiah 46:10 ⁣

But as for me I neither know nor understand any of it (of all these things including my ordination as a Watchman Messenger of GOD) until some years after this work have started on Blogger in 2009 CE.

Until GOD led me (when I was between 11 to 14 years old) to begin to learn about HIM, I really had no clear notion of HIM as the ALMIGHTY CREATOR of all there is.

I was born into a pagan family of Chinese ethnicity. As with pagan Chinese, our culture and religion are a potpourri of beliefs rooted in Chinese culture, Asiatic paganism of ancestral worship, reincarnation, and karmic philosophy, including mysticism and the occult (i.e., superstitions, taboos, witchery, animism, and spiritualism).

At a very young age, still around seven and eight, I was introduced to the Christmas religion through my eldest sister, who was enrolled in a (Roman) Catholic school. This was in the form of a comic magazine, which, if I remember correctly (or not), was called the 'Joyful Vanguard' or something very similar.

I was then living in a small town in South Asia, and on learning how to read at the age of seven (when I started schooling), I became an avid reader of any material that I could get my hands on by the time I was nine.

My interest in the comics, of course, was not anything religious but on the comic's story. But I did begin to get a vague notion of God outside of the Chinese mythical deities, which are essentially men and women (either literally dead, having died but alive and living in the clouds; or having the exact nature of humankind except, attributed with supernatural powers) being worshiped as Gods and Goddesses.

But it was not until I was in my tween or teen years (not very sure on the timeline as my memory fades and is unclear) that I became acquainted with the GOD of the Christian Holy Scripture. This was probably the point where my history, as in knowledge, of the true GOD, technically began.

This happened the very first time I managed to get my hands on a Bible, the King James Version. In those days when I was still in my teen, from since I began learning to read, I was an avid reader of anything I could get my hands on, both fiction and non-fiction. One of my sisters was given a Bible by a suitor who was a believing subscriber to the Christmas religion.

She was neither interested in the suitor nor the Bible, so I took it from her and began reading from cover to cover (just not literally, I skipped over the genealogies and the details on the priestly garments and other mundane stuff, focusing mostly on the story narration).

But that was enough to impress upon me the plain and clear truth of what was written, particularly the reasoning in the narration. And this was that they make perfect sense (i.e., are reasonable, rational, and logical, and not some mythical profound mumbo jumbo crap). It was also clearly and plainly impressed upon me that the Christian calling is not an easy one to take up (i.e., ‘the straight and narrow path that leads to life’). So I basically told myself then that it is a hard calling and that I will only take it up when I am in my sixties. Considering that I was between twelve and fourteen at the time, it was an intelligently thought-through decision (Luke 14:27 – 29).

Of course, I soon forgot about all of it, being caught up with the ‘cares of life and the deceitfulness of all things that titillate the senses’.

But early in 1987 CE (it could up to a couple of months before in 1986 CE), GOD (or rather JESUS) brought me into remembrance of HIM and being afraid (because I was an evil man pursuing after an evil life just like everyone else) I repented (i.e. began turning) from my ways and began reading the Bible again (I bought the KJV and NKJV, reading the latter more than the former) to seek GOD.

On that remembrance I immediately travelled to a larger nearby town (some 100 km away from my home town) to buy a Bible. I lived in a Muslim dominated and ruled country with only in larger towns and cities where one can find shops selling ‘Christians’ books. I also started to search for the (original) Church that JESUS said HE would established, so I could be baptized.

No one (either man or woman) at all, absolutely, came to me (to speak, talk or argue) to convince me to believe the Bible or GOD. I was called directly by JESUS, not through the (then contemporary era or period) Church of GOD of the Philadelphia era. Not through any of her publications or other evangelical programs.

JESUS basically ‘woke’ me up, through causing me to remember HIM (the account about HIM) and HIS Words. Particularly in the four Gospel records and the Book of Revelation. By that time I was a full grown adult and also considerably wiser (I was in my early thirties at the time), I understood the implications and greatly valued my calling this time around (not that I was being called when I was in my tween/teen years, I wasn't, that was just preparatory towards the time when I would be called).

I did not wonder or ask why GOD would call me, but was very appreciative that out of the some five billions (minus those not yet adult) of mankind, GOD called me. Of course, by today (beginning from since 2012 CE) I have finally understood. I was not called to be the average (true)  Christian (i.e., the laity, a Pastor and those of related Church organization ordained roles) but to be (directly by JESUS) ordained as, firstly as a Watchman to select members of the Elect (the Pastor General aka Messenger to two separate Messengers to two separate eras of the Church of GOD). After which (beginning end of 2009 CE) as one who testifies to the whole world of mankind (including to the Elect). Which is why you are now reading this work.

Consider that it would not be possible if I was born a hundred or more years earlier, the way that it is possible for me to do so now (thanks to information technology and the internet). Or if I have entered a discipline other than the one I entered after my baptism in 1987 CE, I would not have the needed expertise and opportunity to be able to do this work. All this meaning, all the events aligned perfectly (as something that is appointed by GOD). Everything beginning from when JESUS awaken me, to the beginning of this work happened precisely as appointed by GOD.

On my awakening, I immediately realized of the need to find (i.e., seek or search for) the Church of GOD as GOD's ordained institution (i.e., the ones GOD raised up, having GOD's mandate and authority) so that I could be baptized. This was just as even JESUS CHRIST before HE began HIS three-and-a-half years ministry, HE went to the one GOD's sent, John the Baptist. But not to the high priest or Jewish religious authorities. This was because JESUS, being our example, must do so in order to make it absolutely clear the requirement in the commitment to repentance in baptism, to seek for the ones ordained by GOD (and JESUS sent).

I immediately began an earnest search to find the one true Church of GOD. The search took me through the Catholic Church, the Anglican Church, the Baptist Church, and a adventist group with an ‘end of the world’ message.  However I could not recognized anyone of them as being of the ALMIGHTY GOD, the Church that JESUS said HE would build.

until I finally found (or rather GOD led me to) the one true Church of GOD (of the Philadelphia era under the second Messenger).

This was when I came across a periodical of the Church of GOD which a colleague of mine had subscribed to (for a while since, but never before brought to the office). On reading, I immediately recognized the voice of CHRIST (John 10:4, 27, 16; Psalm 95:7 – 8) in it, so I immediately wrote to the local (to my country of residence) office of the Church of GOD to seek to be baptized.

But after a month of not receiving any reply (when if they had responded immediately, it would take no more than five days), I then decided to write to the head office in the USA. Within a couple of weeks after that, the local minister contacted me to arrange for a meeting in a nearby larger town (around 100 km away from my hometown) a couple of months after.

The period from the time I was called (by JESUS) to my first contact with (a meeting with a Pastor of) the Church of GOD was around four months. And it was another around six months later (after the Feast of Tabernacles of that same year) when the Pastor finally agreed to baptize me.

At this point, the question needed to be asked, 'Why was I not immediately baptized when I first met the minister?' This seeming is the clear message recorded in the Scripture (Acts 2:37 – 41, 8:21, 35 – 38; 18:8; Matthew 28:19 – 20). It does seem that the Church of GOD in Philadelphia had her own preferred takes on Scriptural doctrines, obeying only what she wanted to (i.e., what is expedient for her to) obey; all based on her own decision and understanding (and are not based on what the Scripture commanded). Disregarding all the rest that she decided not to obey.

Another question which I only began asking sometime after this work started on Blogger, was why didn't the local office of the Church of GOD bothered to reply (or even just acknowledge my letter) for a whole month. Not until they were prompted to do so from the headquarter in the US did they contact me?

Did the local office totally discounted my requested and therefore did not bother to reply? This revealed of a level of arrogance and unrighteousness (i.e., wickedness) of all these so-called phileo loving Elect. Definitely not someone humble and contrite, someone who tremble at GOD's Word. These Elect of the Philadelphia era were already exhibiting the attitudes of the Laodicea era (Revelation 3:17). The attitude of self-righteous which this era (i.e., all the leadership including the Pastor General whom GOD used to establish this era) specifically declared as the greatest sin.

No doubt there may be seemingly (or apparently) valid reasons (for disregarding what JESUS taught and commanded). But then again, are there ever any valid reasons not to obey the Word of GOD? Saul the King thought so (1 Samuel 13:11 – 13, 15:20 – 21); and Eli the high priest thought so (1 Samuel 3:18); as also billions of the faithless (in the Christmas religion and other so-called Abrahamic religions) lust-driven liars all also thought so, and are all still thinking so.

And apparently so do most to nearly all the proclaimed and acclaimed Superlatives among the Elect (including the Messengers to the Church of GOD in Philadelphia, and today, the Church of GOD in Laodicea), they all also think so, that they can have valid reasons to not obey the Scripture of Truth. That they can selectively select passages of Scriptures to say whatever they wanted the Scripture to say and not what these passage with the correct context actually say.

Back to the narration. After my first meeting with the local Pastor (and were given several booklets to read), I immediately made plans to relocate to where the local Church congregation had regular Sabbath meetings. I resigned from my job, took up a course in that capital city (to further my technical skills) where the Church had regular Sabbath services, and was fully committed to serving GOD and the Church of GOD in her commission to preach the Gospel to the nations.

At the time I was called (before coming into the membership of the Church of GOD in Philadelphia), I was both awed and astounded that I was being called, considering the unlikelihood of a person living in a place (i.e., not just a small country but a small town in a small country at a remote corner the Earth) from the Church of God's main area of ‘operation’. I considered how unlikely it was that I (Out of the billions of humankind) would be called by GOD, being a person of no account and steeped in the ways of the world. I was therefore greatly appreciative and thankful that GOD would of all the people living in my region, call a nobody like me.

Needless to say, I was extremely thankful and grateful that GOD had called me. Having no grandiose aspiration, I was committed to living the life of a faithful Christian, supporting the ministry and the Church of GOD in any way I could.

Even from the onset, I noted that some of the doctrines of the Church of GOD were in such serious errors that they might as well be outright ridiculous insane lies. But I basically told GOD (in prayers) to give these understandings (that I have been given) to the leadership of the Church of GOD, as I, being just a lay member, really was in no position to do anything with them, and my knowledge of them could not be of benefit to anyone (other than me).

And as invariably happens, by the manipulative acts of Satan the Devil, the cares of life and the deceitfulness of all the things that titillate began slowly to creep back into my life. Many of my sins, which I have not completely overcome, would slowly find their way back. Despite my awareness of them that I needed to work harder to overcome them, the many cares (i.e., trials and afflictions) in life eroded my commitment and effort to overcome them.

By the time in 1995 C.E. when GOD called me (i.e. ordained me as HIS Messenger Watchman) to testify against the first Messenger to the Church of GOD in Laodicea (who was also the second Messenger to the Church of GOD in Philadelphia until he the point when he completely rejected the doctrines of his predecessor) I was just about as lukewarm as the rest of the membership in the Church of GOD.

But GOD who then (in February 1995 C.E.) ordained me to be HIS Watchman Messenger (though I was totally clueless to the fact at that time all the way to until 2012 C.E.) did not allow me to become lukewarm to that extend (such as to partially or completely embrace the doctrines of the first Messenger to the Church of GOD in Laodicea and his cohorts). GOD kept me faithful to all that I have learned (which GOD had shown and revealed to me) from HIM (John 14:26). This GOD did so that HIS purpose for (calling) me will stand, I cannot take any credit for it as it is all GOD's doing.

And according to HIS purpose, GOD kept me in that worldwide congregation throughout the period after the death of the first Messenger to the Church of GOD in Laodicea for refusing to repent, through the 'spewing out' of 1995 C.E. (Revelation 3:16) until the apostasy, aka (great) falling away (2 Thessalonians 2:3) of 1999 C.E.. That (the apostasy) was when I immediately left the since then defunct and apostate Church.

It would be a year later before GOD would again lead me to (the next administration of) HIS Church, the Church of GOD (Revelation 3:17) in Laodicea (the second administration under the 'Worthless Shepherd'). Again, on finding the Church of GOD, I immediately recognized CHRIST's voice (John 10:4, 27, 16; Psalm 95:7 – 8) in her.

As when I first entered the membership in the Church of GOD in Philadelphia, so also when I first entered the Church of GOD in Laodicea (the second administration under the Worthless Shepherd) in the year 2000 C.E., I had no expectations except to continue supporting the Church of GOD as a tithe paying member, albeit in a lesser capacity (meaning I could not be able to be part of any Church organized activities including Sabbath services) as a remote member this time as there were no local congregation in my country of residence.

But in 2005 C.E., I was moved by the HOLY SPIRIT to write the Pastor General concerning some very explicitly and plainly clear erroneous (and blasphemous) doctrines of the Church of GOD in Laodicea's second administration, which was also (i.e., previously) the doctrine of the Church of GOD in Philadelphia.

Don't ask me why this time around I wrote when earlier (during the Philadelphia era, I didn't, but just prayed that GOD would reveal the matter to the leadership). I was still pretty much clueless about any of the things that I now know and clearly understand (beginning from 2012 C.E.). Though the second Messenger did not reply to me, he took what I told him and proclaimed it in the Church of GOD as his own understanding. Of course, I have no issue with him doing that, then.

Then again in 2007 C.E., I again wrote him concerning some other erroneous doctrine of the Church, and he again proclaimed them as his own understanding (i.e., revelation of new truth from GOD to him) to the Church of GOD. Again, I did not think much of it.

Finally in 2008 C.E., GOD through the HOLY SPIRIT, opened my eyes (i.e. my heart aka mind) to see and understand that he was recklessly twisting the Scripture of Truth with a lavish dose of spins thrown in, to advance his own personal agenda of preaching against 'the Laodicean' (referring to the now apostate and long since defunct Church of GOD of the Philadelphia era). And according to what I have been given to understand, I again wrote him (in private, of course, all three times) to testify against his wickedness.

This very naturally led him to instruct his lackey, the regional director of my Church area, to kick me out of his Church of GOD, some around four weeks after the fact. Here I needed to mention that some time around two weeks after I wrote this last letter (in confidence, of course), I received a phone call from an overseas number (which I had not until that time ever received), which only rang once (and stopped ringing before I could pick up). And the number was from the USA, which I suspect was from him, but he somehow got cold feet and hung up (Zechariah 3:1).

The lackey of his would not long after, die for his sin (in 2013 C.E.), while the Worthless Shepherd will not long from now (2022 C.E.) too be further corrected (Zechariah 11:17) before his ultimate demise.


My Trials And Afflictions Increases With Each Testimony

Today (as of this writing in 2022 C.E.), my history with the ALMIGHTY, counting from the day I was actually called in 1987 C.E., has been thirty-three (33) years.

While in the beginning years, before my very first testimony to the first Messenger to the Church of GOD in Laodicea (in 1995 C.E.), most of my trials were not particularly serious (or live-changing) except for two. There have been trials, but my failure to be faithful (to GOD's calling) stands out like a mountain when compared to these trials.

You make us a reproach to our neighbors,
A scorn and a derision to those all around us.
You make us a byword among the nations,
A shaking of the head among the peoples.
My dishonor is continually before me,
And the shame of my face has covered me,
Because of the voice of him who reproaches and reviles,
Because of the enemy and the avenger.
All this has come upon us;
But we have not forgotten You,
Nor have we dealt falsely with Your covenant.
Our heart has not turned back,
Nor have our steps departed from Your way;
But You have severely broken us in the place of jackals,
And covered us with the shadow of death.
If we had forgotten the name of our God,
Or stretched out our hands to a foreign god,
Would not God search this out?
For He knows the secrets of the heart.
Yet for Your sake we are killed all day long;
We are accounted as sheep for the slaughter.
Psalm 44:13 – 22 ⁣

But with each testimony I made as the Watchman Messenger of CHRIST/GOD in these last days, the trials and hardship increased correspondingly. Things became really bad (for me) after my third testimony to the Worthless Shepherd of the sheep (Zechariah 11:17) in 2008 C.E., even as I was still totally clueless at that time to my ordination as a Watchman Messenger of ALMIGHTY GOD.

And from then to this very day, my trials and afflictions have been numerous and many, oftentimes so overwhelming that I have now (for some time since) developed PTSD and have frequent anxiety attacks. And I am not alone in this, many men of GOD such as King David (1 Samuel 27:1; 2 Samuel 15:14; 2 Samuel 24:13 – 14) and the Prophet Elijah (1 Kings 19:2 – 3) also had PTSD and suffers anxiety/panic attacks.

While in the time of the Old Covenant, when the ancient nations of Israel and Judah had kings over them, many of the Prophets of GOD suffered persecution at their hands, this persecution came through the hands of man. Even during the New Covenant period, when the Elect of GOD suffered persecutions, these also came through the hands of man. These men no doubt were the servant agents of Satan the Devil, doing his evil work (i.e., as his proxy on his behalf, being totally under the sway of the Evil One).

There was however, a notable exception, and this was the most righteous man who ever lived, Job. Satan persecuted Job both indirectly through men (Job 1:14 – 15, 17) and directly (Job 1:16, 18; Job 2:7). My persecution (i.e., trials and afflictions) all came directly from the Evil One. While these persecution are mild in comparison to what the Prophets of GOD and Apostles of CHRIST went through, but over a such long period of time (of some twenty seven years increasing in frequency with each year) it is as if a Sword of Damocles hangs over me on a daily basis, not knowing when the Evil One will 'hit' me next with some calamities (i.e. destructions) or afflictions (i.e. illness or maladies).

But severe and many as these trials and afflictions have been, I constantly remind myself (so that I do not become overly discouraged and disheartened) that the men of GOD of old, many of them went through a whole lot worst, such that my trials and afflictions when compared with theirs, the Prophets of GOD (of the Old Covenant period) and the Apostles of CHRIST and other faithfuls (of the New Covenant period) are like comparing a molehill to a mountain, a lit candle to a raging consuming fire.
For example, righteous Joseph at the young age of seventeen was sold by his own brothers into slavery.

And as if that was not bad enough, he was falsely accused by a woman and thrown into prison, where he spent at least ten years of his young life as a prisoner. Imagine being a slave, then a prisoner for some ten to fifteen years of your life, when you have not done any evil at all to deserve it. How could what I have gone through even hold a candle against such suffering?

Throughout this last sixteen or so years, I went through many periods of great emotional and psychological distress as well as physiological distress (not to mention financial distress) such that I felt that if things got any worse, I would not be able to bear it any longer. There were too many periods when my functional ability diminished to such an extent that I felt that I could no longer continue doing this work. That this work here was, for all practical reasons, coming to an end. Then there were many times I felt burnt out and very discouraged (but never became depressed).

But throughout it all, in this last some thirteen years since this work began on Blogger, eachall times that I recovered sufficiently I soldiered and slogged on, and I am still doing so, so as to finish this work which until this very day not a single soul (of all those who have read) seems to be even remotely appreciated let alone be greatly thankful (to GOD) for.

“He who receives you receives Me, and he who receives Me receives Him who sent Me.
Matthew 10:40 ⁣

He who hears you hears Me, he who rejects you rejects Me, and he who rejects Me rejects Him who sent Me.”
Luke 10:16 ⁣

And whoever will not receive you nor hear your words, when you depart from that house or city, shake off the dust from your feet. Assuredly, I say to you, it will be more tolerable for the land of Sodom and Gomorrah in the day of judgment than for that city!
Matthew 10:14 – 15 ⁣

“Woe to you, Chorazin! Woe to you, Bethsaida! For if the mighty works which were done in you had been done in Tyre and Sidon, they would have repented long ago in sackcloth and ashes. But I say to you, it will be more tolerable for Tyre and Sidon in the day of judgment than for you. And you, Capernaum, who are exalted to heaven, will be brought down to Hades; for if the mighty works which were done in you had been done in Sodom, it would have remained until this day. But I say to you that it shall be more tolerable for the land of Sodom in the day of judgment than for you.”
Matthew 11:21 – 24 ⁣

That is just how deceitfully evil everyall (no exceptions) have all become that the Truth of GOD kept hidden since the foundation of the world and now (since 2009 C.E.) unsealed and revealed through HIS ordained Watchman Messenger to disclose and expound on, is so lightly esteemed. May GOD forgive you all these wickedness in the hardening of your hearts in the day GOD brings your sins to remembrance and punishes you, all who read this work or have read this work in part or in total.

I have never in all that time (from when I was first called until 2012 C.E.) expected (nor aspired to be) to be anything but just a very ordinary lay member of the Church of GOD when I was called by GOD in 1987 C.E..

So when in the dream vision I received in 1995 C.E. which as I was given to understand, exactly Ezekiel 3 verses 17 to 21 and Ezekiel 33 verses 1 to 16; that I was to testify against the first Messenger of the Church of GOD in Laodicea and that he would die for his sins from refusing to repent and that his son would take over the Church of GOD. That was the message of my ordination as a Watchman Messenger of GOD, but I (from that time until 2012 C.E.) did not think much about it nor actually fully understood it.

I only just thought that I was to testify to the first Laodicea Messenger and that he would die for his sins from his refusal to repent, and that his son would take over the Church of GOD. And that was it, or so I thought at that time, until 2012 C.E. which was when it dawned on me on reflection, what it all meant, what GOD was actually saying to me in that dream vision.

After I was kicked out of his (2 Thessalonians 2:4 second half of that verse) Church of GOD by the Worthless Shepherd through his lackey, I was pretty much settled to my fate and thought that I would eventually die as a Christian in limbo (i.e., adrift).

But then my (only) daughter (since estranged) went on to (signed up in) the Microsoft (failed) venture into social media, Windows Spaces Live. In order to educate my daughter (who was then living with her mother) on my Christian faith and worship, I started a blog on that platform, which would eventually shift to Blogger and become this work when that platform or portal shut down.

With the failure of Windows Spaces Live, I shifted my blog to Blogger, expanding it into seven blogs: A Christian Pilgrimage, The Holy Bible Expounded, End of the World, The Scripture of Truth, Living by Every Word (of GOD), The Relationship Connection, and Parables Of The Bible (since taken private) of this work.

What started out as an avenue to educate my daughter on my Christian calling, faith, and worship would (on the move to Blogger) become the vehicle for me to share my beliefs on the Truth from GOD. At the onset, it was not supposed to be anything heavy but mostly for light reading (i.e., a beginner's level on the Christian calling and faith, as appropriate for a twelve/thirteen-year-old), just sharing some basic and simple truths that are the Christian beliefs.

But all that changed in 2012 C.E. when GOD (finally) opened my understanding to HIS role and job (the full scope) for me as HIS Watchman Messenger to the Church of GOD (the members individually as well as a whole), all the Elect (both inside and outside of the one true Church of GOD), as well as to all the world (as a warning) including all those GOD are calling in this End of the Age.

Yes, until 2012 C.E., when GOD opened my eyes to finally understand what the dream vision of February 1995 C.E. fully meant, I was sadly such a total clueless clod. Essentially, a total massive moron from failing to understand the very clear dream vision of my 1995 C.E. ordination. To this day, I still marvel at how incredulously, massively stupid and clueless I was.

And today, since November 2009 C.E., we have this literally one lone voice of Truth which GOD has raised and sent, crying out in the wilderness of this world overflowing with very brazen lies and wickedness, calling on all to repent.

That (all the above) is the reason you (the reader) are reading all this here today, and I do hope that you are truly (as opposed to in self-deception brazenly lying to yourself that you are sincere when nothing can be further from the truth) and sincerely seeking GOD to do what is good and right in HIS eyes.

Then you will appreciate and be greatly thankful that the truth of GOD and the mystery of the Kingdom hidden since the foundation of the world have being made available to you, disclosed, discussed and explained in explicative clarity such that no one sane (and never mind all the lust driven near totally insane) could fail to understand and appreciate, to then fully and swiftly turn in complete repentance towards GOD and to seek out the one (John 13:20; Matthew 3:1; John 5:38 – 40; 6:37, 45) whom GOD has raised up to turn you from the broad way that leads to perdition, unto the straight and narrow way that leads to eternal life.

∎ ⁣Updated 2022 10 08
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